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comfortseeker

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May 8, 2023
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Hi all

After much research, I've chosen Nembutal as my means of dispatch. However, although I wish to end my life, I don't want my loved ones to know that I've chosen to end it. It would like to leave giving the appearance that I died of natural causes. Is this possible?
 
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Vizzy

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May 6, 2023
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Hi all

After much research, I've chosen Nembutal as my means of dispatch. However, although I wish to end my life, I don't want my loved ones to know that I've chosen to end it. It would like to leave giving the appearance that I died of natural causes. Is this possible?
Before all this, can you even get Nembutal in first place?
 
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uniqueusername39

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Mar 7, 2023
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Hi all

After much research, I've chosen Nembutal as my means of dispatch. However, although I wish to end my life, I don't want my loved ones to know that I've chosen to end it. It would like to leave giving the appearance that I died of natural causes. Is this possible?
where did you get it?
 
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downndone2

Living in misery
Jan 23, 2022
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This drug is nearly next to impossible to find currently. An autopsy would pick it up on toxicology under barbiturate class I'm sure. It is hard to make suicide by overdose look like an accident if you go for autopsy. Maybe accidental iverdose
 
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Vizzy

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May 6, 2023
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This drug is nearly next to impossible to find currently. An autopsy would pick it up on toxicology under barbiturate class I'm sure. It is hard to make suicide by overdose look like an accident if you go for autopsy. Maybe accidental iverdose
That's true, even in dark web Nembutal is considered as magic pill and hard to come by for sale, even if someone sell in dark web everything gets sold fast like hot cakes lol (I would say N have more waiting list than ps5 when it was released lol)
 
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Forever Sleep

Earned it we have...
May 4, 2022
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I imagine- if the death looks suspicious- that they will perform an autopsy. I'm not really sure how an untimely death wouldn't look suspicious. Some people talk about running away first but I've never really understood the logic behind that. I would have thought the not-knowing would be worse for families. They'll surely suspect suicide- they may even suspect murder. Sorry- I don't have any ideas.

I've aso heard that N is very hard to come by and illegal. I wish you all the best though.
 
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comfortseeker

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May 8, 2023
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This drug is nearly next to impossible to find currently. An autopsy would pick it up on toxicology under barbiturate class I'm sure. It is hard to make suicide by overdose look like an accident if you go for autopsy. Maybe accidental iverdose
Was going to travel to Mexico to get some - thought it was available there. Or am I wrong then?
 
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deathLiberation

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Oct 31, 2021
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A ton of people are "dying suddenly" so your death will probably be dismissed as another "died suddenly" kind of death.

Where you get N is beyond me.
 
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downndone2

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Jan 23, 2022
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Was going to travel to Mexico to get some - thought it was available there. Or am I wrong then?
Someone said they found someone to get them N, BUT is was not cheap at all. Had to pay for person airplane ticket, hotel room, pay the person additional money, and the pay for product. Plus they had to pay to get to Mexico and pick up and then get back safely with it. Seems like a lot of work and too much money to me
 
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downndone2

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Jan 23, 2022
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Whether you gor for autopsy depends on state laws and such. But unwitnessed death under a certain age get an autiosy
 
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comfortseeker

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May 8, 2023
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Could it be hidden perhaps? For example, if I were to have other drugs in the system and it looked like an accidental overdose. Could the Nembutal be 'masked'.
 
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Ernest1964

Specialist
Jan 6, 2023
363
Someone said they found someone to get them N, BUT is was not cheap at all. Had to pay for person airplane ticket, hotel room, pay the person additional money, and the pay for product. Plus they had to pay to get to Mexico and pick up and then get back safely with it. Seems like a lot of work and too much money to me
Downdone2... you don't think that the person helping the others should pay for all of those expenses out of their own pocket do you? That person is doing a HUGE ... GIANT favor, it should not have to cost them personally for doing the favor. Plus, I know for a fact that no one had to,"pay the person additional money." Don't make statements that are factually untrue, please.
 
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downndone2

Living in misery
Jan 23, 2022
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I am not saying anyone overcharged anyone, it is just expensive to get versus what it used to be when it was available.
I would pay if N were the only way. I'd be more scared of getting caught with it omw back home.
Downdone2... you don't think that the person helping the others should pay for all of those expenses out of their own pocket do you? That person is doing a HUGE ... GIANT favor, it should not have to cost them personally for doing the favor. Plus, I know for a fact that no one had to,"pay the person additional money." Don't make statements that are factually untrue, please.
And I don't think a person obtaining it should pay anything out of their own pocket. At one time, N was more widely available and there was someone in Mexico mailing it out. That has not been an option for some time now though. I have no idea the exact dollar amount the person that recently got it paid in total but it sounded expensive, as would be expected. The person didn't complain about price and seemed relieved
 
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LilaBlues

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Oct 2, 2023
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Someone said they found someone to get them N, BUT is was not cheap at all. Had to pay for person airplane ticket, hotel room, pay the person additional money, and the pay for product. Plus they had to pay to get to Mexico and pick up and then get back safely with it. Seems like a lot of work and too much money to me
Do you know who this person was and maybe share a contact? I would be willing to travel to Mexico.
 
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Ernest1964

Specialist
Jan 6, 2023
363
Do you know who this person was and maybe share a contact? I would be willing to travel to Mexico.
I am that person. I no longer live in Mexico so I can no longer help people buy N. I never had the N, I would meet a person in Tijuana and go with them to the shop (prearranged), I would translate for them and then THEY would buy the N from the shop.
 
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Iamtired

Experienced
Sep 30, 2023
210
I am that person. I no longer live in Mexico so I can no longer help people buy N. I never had the N, I would meet a person in Tijuana and go with them to the shop (prearranged), I would translate for them and then THEY would buy the N from the shop.
Do you know if that's how it's still done? I'm willing to travel and do it but there's all these variables of what exactly might happen to me while I'm down there….
 
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Iamtired

Experienced
Sep 30, 2023
210
What do you mean? Ernest is not in Mexico anymore, so obviously it's not done like that anymore...
I just meant if he has insight on how it IS done.....Just because he's not there doesn't mean he might not have knowledge of the situation and how it's obtained.



If ernest can please PM me feel free & much <3
 
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Ernest1964

Specialist
Jan 6, 2023
363
I just meant if he has insight on how it IS done.....Just because he's not there doesn't mean he might not have knowledge of the situation and how it's obtained.



If ernest can please PM me feel free & much <3
I am now living on a Caribbean island and working here. I had a working relationship with a specific shop in Tijuana that sold me the bottles of N and the daughter (an actual veterinarian) of the owner would write the prescription. It is illegal to buy N in Mexico without a prescription. To get a prescription you MUST be able to tell a convincing story to the shop staff (telling them that you want to CTB is NOT acceptable). I do not give out the address to the shop freely because there are too many desperate and irrational people who would run to the shop and blow the site for others who might treat the site with respect and care. The family who run the shop are good people and I do not want to cause harm to their business in any way. What I did to buy my own bottles, is that I went to Tijuana for about 5 days and went to 9 or 10 different shops until I found one willing to sell me the N. I finally found a shop on the fourth day there. You see I had a large dog who was VERY sick at the time (I had raised it from a pup), cancer, and I wanted to be the one to administer the final shot that would put my beloved pet to sleep for the last time ; | ... Of course I did this ALL in Spanish. I wish you all good luck and may you find the peace that you seek. I can no longer go to Tijuana and meet people and translate to help them buy the N.
 

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