Loved back to life...

[Boochky]

Hey fam,

I just wanted to post an encouraging word.

I was ready to go last year. I set a few dates and I had my sn.

There was just one problem. Somebody loved me. And I knew I would shatter him.

So I just took it one day at a time. Can I stand this moment? And the answer was always yes.

He took me in from my mom who tried to kill me, fed me, led me back to my heart, and saved me again and again.

We're now engaged and I'm doing holistic healings.

Keep faith, little ones. When you take one step towards the angels, they take 10 steps towards you...

 

[mesohappy]

Good for you.I like this post.Glad you are doing so much better.Encouraging.

"So I just took it one day at a time.can I stand this moment?"Good way of looking at things.Thats what Ive been trying to do.Feels like my angels are a few steps behind at the moment though.

What kind of holistic healing do you do?Like crystals and candles and stuff?

 

[enjoy]

sounds really nice. if only.

 

[Boochky]

Good for you.I like this post.Glad you are doing so much better.Encouraging.

"So I just took it one day at a time.can I stand this moment?"Good way of looking at things.Thats what Ive been trying to do.Feels like my angels are a few steps behind at the moment though.

What kind of holistic healing do you do?Like crystals and candles and stuff?

I've made bath and beauty stuff since I was a teenager. I like giving guys pedicures and facials. Hot towels give me magic powers...

I'm also a priestess and shaman so I create healing ceremony. I love beauty - both perfect and imperfect.

 

[mesohappy]

How does one become a priestess and shaman? Like a native American shaman/wiccan priestess?

 

[Boochky]

I trained in therapeutic kink with this lady named Francesca Gentille, who is world-reknown. She speaks at the bdsm conference in Rome. I hired her to tutor me 1:1 and she's leading me through sacred courtesan school and healing trauma. Shamanism was encouraged by my own. I realized I am not a Native American, but I am a native Californian. I love the land and it's mythos. So I'm guided by my environment. I studied film as lit and use the power of color, the elements, and the earth to cast spells.

 

[BeenDoneForSoLong]

Just don't put your life on them. If they leave you, the worst thing you can ever do to another person is to try and pressure them through your suicidal thoughts.

 

[Boochky]

Just don't put your life on them. If they leave you, the worst thing you can ever do to another person is to try and pressure them through your suicidal thoughts.

I know. I think about it. :(