Love you guys x

[NotOkay_]

Hey guys I've decided to go with full suspension as i just don't feel comfortable with sn as it's too unpredictable and i really do not wish to fuck up my body anymore or possibly go to the hospital. You should really only have to attempt once and once only. This is mental and physical TORTURE i want this to stop by any means even if the last moment is "uncomfortable" what does it even matter in the grand scheme of things. Thank you all of you on here, thank you for being extremely supportive i mean that from the absolute bottom of my heart. I wish i found yall sooner. I never even knew such kind and understanding souls exist, maybe if i knew earlier, things would be much different. *sigh. Maybe we're just too good for this sick world. love you all with my whole heart

 

[Deathbydemo]

When do you plan on doing this?

I'm sorry I didn't get a chance to know you better. I hope that whatever choice you make brings you peace. Living this life in painful, but I hope your choice sets you free.

 

[WornOutLife]

Hi dear, I'm sad but at the same time happy because you could make a decision.

You know I will always be there for you.


Hugs and love,

Matt

 

[loopylou]

Gosh :(

 

[Kbeau]

Aw, well, stay around if you change your mind - you'll be missed here. Otherwise, I wish you peace and solace and better things to come

 

[KleinerWolf]

Godspeed golden
if that's what you do.

*hugs* @Golden_xx

 

[xxxllrrssaa]

Can someone help me

 

[Lady black]

I wish you a peaceful and comfortable hanging hope we'll meet on the other side

 

[NodusTollens]

I hope you've found peace.

 

[newave3]

I hope it is swift and painless. If you back out, we understand. We will be here for you.

 

[BluesRunTheGame]

Holy hell you must be going through the shit right now and I'm so damn sorry for that. You seem at the end of the road, considering all your recent threads. But may I be a nosey twat and ask about your location? Not specific location of course. More, I dunno, habitat? House, woodland, etc... ? I think hanging is insanely underrated and most celebrities do it thus. Godspeed.

 

[KleinerWolf]

I think hanging is insanely underrated and most celebrities do it thus. Godspeed.

Celebrities are not role models,
I cringe so much when people look up to celebrities who commit suicide.

they can sing but they don't know what method is best.
in fact it is nothing but a personal choice there's no best method after all.

Holy hell you must be going through the shit right now and I'm so damn sorry for that. You seem at the end of the road, considering all your recent threads.

Also it's not nice to make assumptions on people.
Assume all you want but try not to voice it without processing it in your head.
It comes off as offensive.

 

[BluesRunTheGame]

Celebrities are not role models,

Ian Curtis though!

It comes off as offensive.

Ian Curtis though!

 

[KleinerWolf]

Ian Curtis though!

I did not know much about his guy but I sympathize with his condition,
However the supposedly graphic self-harm unplanned suicide attempts part sounds rather repulsive to me.

Spoiler: Credible Source?

"Ian was very ill with epilepsy when we were recording the Closer album. He was having a lot of blackouts. There was one horrible occasion where he was missing for two hours in the studio. I went in the toilet and there he was spark out on the floor – he'd had a fit and split his head open on the sink. There were a lot of occasions like that.
He made two unsuccessful attempts. First, when he was really drunk, he self-harmed – chopped himself up with a kitchen knife, which I think was an Iggy Pop moment out of sheer frustration. Then he took an overdose."

Joy Division's Ian Curtis commits suicide

18 May 1980: Number 22 in our series of the 50 key events in the history of indie music

www.theguardian.com

RIP @IanCurtis
I don't know the whole story but I'm gonna keep quiet and hopefully not have derailed Golden's thread. My apologies, sorry.

 

[hoffnungstod]

Hugs and a safe travel ^^

 

[TheSomebody]

I hope you a peaceful journey to the place with no suffering.