Venting love me damnit

[lovely_doses]

i want to die why can't he just be obsessed over me i do everything for him i would give anything to make him happy i sacrifice my own happiness for his i just want him to love me like i love him why is it so hard for him to do that ?? all i do is daydream about it and it never comes true i hate it i hate him i wish i was dead i want to stop living i want him to die with me. god i hate it so much i feel the need to force myself to stop making him feel bad for making me feel this way but i've been doing this our entire time together it's not fair i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you

i want to die why can't he just be obsessed over me i do everything for him i would give anything to make him happy i sacrifice my own happiness for his i just want him to love me like i love him why is it so hard for him to do that ?? all i do is daydream about it and it never comes true i hate it i hate him i wish i was dead i want to stop living i want him to die with me. god i hate it so much i feel the need to force myself to stop making him feel bad for making me feel this way but i've been doing this our entire time together it's not fair i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you

:33
literally everyone else has the ability to obsess over me but him omg it's crazyyy i shall fall to my death one day

 

[Greyscale]

I'm curious, is it possible that you're in love with him because he isn't obsessed over you?

 

[Ailashan]

It looks like you are the one obsessed by him just like other people are obsessed by you, at least if i believe what you are saying. Imo you need to get out of this and you'll feel much better

 

[SmollMushroom]

Have you considered he might be gay?

i hate it i hate him i wish i was dead i want to stop living i want him to die with me.

Also saying stuff like this is kinda creepy ngl lol.

 

[Death is my goal]

you need help, like actually serious help

 

[puella]

You can't hate him without holding that hate in your heart. I know it's hard, but please let it go. None of this situation is healthy for you.

 

[avaruus]

I was once obsessesed with this girl, that i never even talked to.
The only advice i can give is to cut all contacts with him and just move on.
You'll eventually forget him and life moves on.
I know this sounds blunt and dull, but there is no magical trick in to making him fall for you.

 

[Life Is My Coffin]

Even for a suicide forum this is batshit insane and creepy

 

[R_N]

You should watch "You get me" with Bella Thorne.

 

[lovely_doses]

I'm curious, is it possible that you're in love with him because he isn't obsessed over you?

i don't think soooo. I mainly grew an attatchment to him and he's just very silly >_< ♥!!

Have you considered he might be gay?

Also saying stuff like this is kinda creepy ngl lol.

by the stuff he says he might be /j
i love him a lot :3

you need help, like actually serious help

everyone here does but like i'm not getting it :3

 

[lovely_doses]

You can't hate him without holding that hate in your heart. I know it's hard, but please let it go. None of this situation is healthy for you.

indeed it is not healthy but i also like feeling miserable ^_^

I was once obsessesed with this girl, that i never even talked to.
The only advice i can give is to cut all contacts with him and just move on.
You'll eventually forget him and life moves on.
I know this sounds blunt and dull, but there is no magical trick in to making him fall for you.

i mean we areee dating and like even if leaving is a better option i rather suffer than leave him.

Even for a suicide forum this is batshit insane and creepy

lawrd i'm silly

 

[theSquid]

i want to die why can't he just be obsessed over me i do everything for him i would give anything to make him happy i sacrifice my own happiness for his i just want him to love me like i love him why is it so hard for him to do that ?? all i do is daydream about it and it never comes true i hate it i hate him i wish i was dead i want to stop living i want him to die with me. god i hate it so much i feel the need to force myself to stop making him feel bad for making me feel this way but i've been doing this our entire time together it's not fair i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you

:33
literally everyone else has the ability to obsess over me but him omg it's crazyyy i shall fall to my death one day

I know!!! I have felt like this for years about someone! He is the only one i need and i get so upset how he cant see that i have done everything for him, I changed my entire life just for him i love him so much it's driving me crazy. I understand you completely

 

[lovely_doses]

I know!!! I have felt like this for years about someone! He is the only one i need and i get so upset how he cant see that i have done everything for him, I changed my entire life just for him i love him so much it's driving me crazy. I understand you completely

WAAAAAA AMAZING SPECTACULAR !!!!!! (/^▽^)/(/^▽^)/(/^▽^)/(/^▽^)/♡。·˚˚· ·˚˚·。♡♡。·˚˚· ·˚˚·。♡♡。·˚˚· ·˚˚·。♡♡。·˚˚· ·˚˚·。♡

 

[theSquid]

WAAAAAA AMAZING SPECTACULAR !!!!!! (/^▽^)/(/^▽^)/(/^▽^)/(/^▽^)/♡。·˚˚· ·˚˚·。♡♡。·˚˚· ·˚˚·。♡♡。·˚˚· ·˚˚·。♡♡。·˚˚· ·˚˚·。♡

Yessss!! But he just started dating someone else, my entire life was circulating around him and now i have no purpose. So I don't know what to do anymore

 

[lovely_doses]

Yessss!! But he just started dating someone else, my entire life was circulating around him and now i have no purpose. So I don't know what to do anymore

WHATTT !!!!! how dare he.. he should have sensed your love for him !!! having an obsessive lover is literally all you could ask for

 

[theSquid]

WHATTT !!!!! how dare he.. he should have sensed your love for him !!! having an obsessive lover is literally all you could ask for

I KNOWW And the worst part is that he knew about my love for him! But because it was obsessive he didn't consider it real love! And he told me that his girlfriends love for him is "real". BUT HE KNOWS THAT NO ONE COULD LOVE HIM AS MUCH AS I DO! No one loves him like i do…

 

[lovely_doses]

I KNOWW And the worst part is that he knew about my love for him! But because it was obsessive he didn't consider it real love! And he told me that his girlfriends love for him is "real". BUT HE KNOWS THAT NO ONE COULD LOVE HIM AS MUCH AS I DO! No one loves him like i do…

OMG . HE EVEN KNEW !??? such a mean thing to doooo. obsessive love is real love like why wouldn't you want someone who's life depends on you ?? they won't cheat, won't love you any less, won't hurt you, etc. it's so UNFAIR !! normal love is boring ´ཀ` obsessive is the way

 

[theSquid]

OMG . HE EVEN KNEW !??? such a mean thing to doooo. obsessive love is real love like why wouldn't you want someone who's life depends on you ?? they won't cheat, won't love you any less, won't hurt you, etc. it's so UNFAIR !! normal love is boring ´ཀ` obsessive is the way

Lmao ur so right!! I could give him the perfect life without him even having to ask! I just know he'll come back to me as soon as he realizes that his new girlfriend never even could compare to me

 

[lovely_doses]

Lmao ur so right!! I could give him the perfect life without him even having to ask! I just know he'll come back to me as soon as he realizes that his new girlfriend never even could compare to me

YEAHH i'm rooting for you !! he'll be all yours in no time

 

[theSquid]

YEAHH i'm rooting for you !! he'll be all yours in no time

Thank you sooo much!! I will do my best to get him back! ᕦ(ò_óˇ)ᕤ

 

[MBG]

i want to die why can't he just be obsessed over me i do everything for him i would give anything to make him happy i sacrifice my own happiness for his i just want him to love me like i love him why is it so hard for him to do that ?? all i do is daydream about it and it never comes true i hate it i hate him i wish i was dead i want to stop living i want him to die with me. god i hate it so much i feel the need to force myself to stop making him feel bad for making me feel this way but i've been doing this our entire time together it's not fair i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you

:33
literally everyone else has the ability to obsess over me but him omg it's crazyyy i shall fall to my death one day

Ah, young people and their idolatry of their all-too-human infatuations….

 

[MeltingBrain]

And I can't even get a text back lol .

This sounds unhealthy like others have already said .

 

[bonbonhehe]

i want to die why can't he just be obsessed over me i do everything for him i would give anything to make him happy i sacrifice my own happiness for his i just want him to love me like i love him why is it so hard for him to do that ?? all i do is daydream about it and it never comes true i hate it i hate him i wish i was dead i want to stop living i want him to die with me. god i hate it so much i feel the need to force myself to stop making him feel bad for making me feel this way but i've been doing this our entire time together it's not fair i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you

:33
literally everyone else has the ability to obsess over me but him omg it's crazyyy i shall fall to my death one day

i want to die why can't he just be obsessed over me i do everything for him i would give anything to make him happy i sacrifice my own happiness for his i just want him to love me like i love him why is it so hard for him to do that ?? all i do is daydream about it and it never comes true i hate it i hate him i wish i was dead i want to stop living i want him to die with me. god i hate it so much i feel the need to force myself to stop making him feel bad for making me feel this way but i've been doing this our entire time together it's not fair i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you

:33
literally everyone else has the ability to obsess over me but him omg it's crazyyy i shall fall to my death one day

i've seen a couple replies telling you that this is weird and creepy but this is real as fuck
they just don't get it
youre just like me fr

 

[lovely_doses]

And I can't even get a text back lol .

This sounds unhealthy like others have already said .

yuppers

i've seen a couple replies telling you that this is weird and creepy but this is real as fuck
they just don't get it
youre just like me fr

YIPPIEEEE

 

[Greyscale]

I like the way you type, it's interesting.

Anyways, I hope all goes well with the person you're in love with.

 

[lovely_doses]

I like the way you type, it's interesting.

Anyways, I hope all goes well with the person you're in love with.

thank you thank you all i can do is dream

 

[ClaudeCTTE]

BPD

 

[MeltingBrain]

Why was she banned ?

 

[Death is my goal]

Why was she banned ?

because i reported her

 

[R_N]

because i reported her

Snitches get stitches.
Jk don't report me. :P