HowSoonIsNow
" Oh, She was a victim of sweet suicide"
- Feb 2, 2020
- 162
My entire life was based on obsessions, being obsessed with a subject or a person.
When I'm in love with someone is so painful to me, I get obsessed with this person and if she shows a single hit that she's not that interested in me anymore my life basically ends. It's really difficult to live when your whole is basically living for someone else, jumping in relationships without a future and ending up destroyed.
The main reason of my CTB is that I no longer want that someone to have this power over me, to see me as a freak for not having control over my obsessions, I want to do something for myself even if it's taking my own life
When I'm in love with someone is so painful to me, I get obsessed with this person and if she shows a single hit that she's not that interested in me anymore my life basically ends. It's really difficult to live when your whole is basically living for someone else, jumping in relationships without a future and ending up destroyed.
The main reason of my CTB is that I no longer want that someone to have this power over me, to see me as a freak for not having control over my obsessions, I want to do something for myself even if it's taking my own life