Rose190021
Rosie
- Dec 13, 2018
- 71
I find myself getting drawn back to this site over and over again. Im feeling alone and lost. I can never truly find the words to express the way I feel inside. I feel stuck sometimes. I have had the urge to ctb but my survival instinct has always kicked in. I've attempted multiple times but haven't had a recent attempt in many years. I worry that I'll never truly be free and that I'll never be happy. I guess that's why I keep coming back. Here I feel understood. I don't feel so alone when I'm surrounded by a place full of people who think the same as me. No one truly understands how I feel. I don't understand how I can appear to be so happy but feel so dead on the inside. I feel so alone in a room full of people. How do I continue on.