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exiled
i gave so many signs
- Jun 17, 2023
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i've lost the will to fight and i think that should be okay
i was talking to a coworker today and he said that's such a pity. he thinks its a shame i'm giving up "so fast" but when i told him i've been suffering for 28 years, he said that i haven't tried everything
i don't get it
what more can i try?
and why should i have to?
if i don't have the will within me, why should i try and "search for it"? i'm not quite sure why people think you HAVE to live when you don't want to.
i didn't choose to be here.
anyway, what difference does it actually end up making to people? truly? like, one less person in existence is actually probably for the best anyway.
i don't want this life.
and tbh, i don't think anyone wants me around.
i was talking to a coworker today and he said that's such a pity. he thinks its a shame i'm giving up "so fast" but when i told him i've been suffering for 28 years, he said that i haven't tried everything
i don't get it
what more can i try?
and why should i have to?
if i don't have the will within me, why should i try and "search for it"? i'm not quite sure why people think you HAVE to live when you don't want to.
i didn't choose to be here.
anyway, what difference does it actually end up making to people? truly? like, one less person in existence is actually probably for the best anyway.
i don't want this life.
and tbh, i don't think anyone wants me around.