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MissingThyme
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- Nov 26, 2022
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My wife promised me things would get better. She lied. It's all a lie and I'm useless and alone. I just got confirmation that she cut me out of something I *started* to connect with people. One of my favorite hobbies and my sense of creativity is just...poisoned now. Full of bad memories. I feel so hollow and hopeless.
We separated and I moved somewhere else. I thought I had the sodium nitrite tucked away and brought in first thing so it wouldn't destabilize in the heat, but I cannot find it after going through every box and bag I brought three times already. If it dropped in the car the heat has already destabilized it. I don't want to be here. I don't want to be anywhere.
Thank you for listening/reading.
We separated and I moved somewhere else. I thought I had the sodium nitrite tucked away and brought in first thing so it wouldn't destabilize in the heat, but I cannot find it after going through every box and bag I brought three times already. If it dropped in the car the heat has already destabilized it. I don't want to be here. I don't want to be anywhere.
Thank you for listening/reading.