Lost the chance of ever having an decent future.

[Lightina Yagami]

Even if my life gets better in the future I will probably still have to kms eventually. All my chances of a basic "okay"/decent future are already fucked. I can't even go into details but it's not something I can fix. Like the possibility that my mental health gets better is prob not gonna happen but it's still possible. However even if that's better/fixed I till have no chance anymore in ever getting an even decent future.
Even if I wanted to try recovery ect, it's useless knowing that even the best chances of my leftover future is not gonna be worth living for.

 

[Maple Shokyo]

I'm sort of in the same boat - hope ur able to do what u think is best <3
also I like your profile photo it is funny (but I have never seen Death Note)

 

[GasMonkey]

Same, I'm too old and damaged to try to fix anything.

 

[Lightina Yagami]

I'm sort of in the same boat - hope ur able to do what u think is best <3
also I like your profile photo it is funny (but I have never seen Death Note)

THANK YOU!!<3 I was hoping someone was gonna point out my pfp

 

[FuneralCry]

I could never want any future here no matter what, and it certainly can be awful knowing that only suffering lies ahead. But anyway I wish you the best.

 

[SilentSadness]

That is very tragic, this world is so full of tragedies that it's astonishing anyone thinks it could be positive to be here. It's true many people will never get better and some people just can't accept that. For me, a true recovery would be my death. The physical pain you have to endure must be horrific though so I really do hope your suffering improves.