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charlie_cat_51925

charlie_cat_51925

Maybe tomorrow, a bullet may find me
May 19, 2025
4
My cat Charlie got hit by a car this morning. His head was flat and covered with ants. Why couldn't it have been me instead? I would do anything to switch places with him.

I had a kitten who died this time of year 2 years ago. I intended to CTB after that. I walked far into the woods until I found train tracks. I sat there for hours waiting on the train.

I love Charlie more than anything in the world. I can't imagine living without him. I want to attempt again. I want to be with Charlie again. He was my only friend in the world. I just want him back.

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LastNite

LastNite

Ello person
Mar 31, 2025
159
Im sorry that happened to you:heart:. I got a cat as well I would never imagine that happening to him. It's brutal. I hope whoever drove him over suffers.
 
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charlie_cat_51925

charlie_cat_51925

Maybe tomorrow, a bullet may find me
May 19, 2025
4
Im sorry that happened to you:heart:. I got a cat as well I would never imagine that happening to him. It's brutal. I hope whoever drove him over suffers.
Thank you, I can't see a life for myself anymore without him
 
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LastNite

Ello person
Mar 31, 2025
159
Thank you, I can't see a life for myself anymore without him
I totally get that. It's hard to see things clearly after a loss like that. You took care of charlie well and gave him a life most cats aren't lucky to get. But you did your best and there's nothing that you could've done to save him at that moment. I know you value charlie's life more than your own but still even though charlie never said it he still loved you and that matters. Cats don't live for so long so even a couple of months with a good owner like you could mean the whole world to them. Just know that he died happy knowing you were his best friend.
 
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evanescent_eva

evanescent_eva

Member
May 11, 2025
40
My heart breaks for you. I'm genuinely struggling for words right now. I'm so, so sorry - for both you and Charlie - and I hope that one way or another, the pain eventually goes away </3
 
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Michelstaedter

Michelstaedter

Student
Feb 25, 2025
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Although they're not my favorite animals, cats have become curious and adorable creatures to me, more so than dogs.
I'm sorry about what happened to you, and I imagine it's more painful that it was a damn accident. I'm truly sorry. Now I know how much it hurts. I had eight pets, and the last four recently died. It hurt like hell, but at least I treasure the good times. Each one of them was the love of my life, and I wouldn't trade it for anything.
 
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StarryEyed

PMs aren't my thing
Mar 14, 2024
100
Oh I'm so sorry about Charlie. I can't imagine that you'll ever be able to get the image of him on the road out of your head. I still see the end of all my pets. It never goes away and it's haunting. I had a black and white Charlie cat who passed in 2012. He was a polydactyly, and was extremely affectionate - as by the reputation of polydactyly cats. His affection was the best about him. When he passed I fell apart, and said to Charlie's vet that I couldn't live without him. I will never forget Charlie's vet's response, "When you feel the sadness of losing Charlie, remember too the joyful times you had together". That thinking changed everything. I hope that helps you too.

Is that your Charlie in the picture you posted?
 
Alexandra0

Alexandra0

Don't be afraid of death
Sep 30, 2023
83
Oh, no, I'm so sorry. My heartfelt condolences. What an angel your Charlie was. I understand your pain. But we all die someday. Your Charlie was loved and had a good life with such a loving owner. He knew how much you loved him and he gave you his love 😞😖😭😭😭
 
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SmilingNoMore

SmilingNoMore

Elementalist
Nov 25, 2024
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I'm truly sorry for your loss. Charlie's really beautiful. Sending love and hugs.
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
12,611
I'm sorry for your loss. 🫂
 
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darksouls

Student
May 10, 2025
106
I am so sorry you lost your best friend ❤️ I know exactly how painful that feels ;-; I hope he has a peaceful life in heaven 🕊️
 
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PrettyWhiteFlower

Use my corpse to grow mushrooms, preferably magic
May 14, 2025
37
I'm so sorry for your loss. Charlie was a beautiful kitten x
 
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catfriend

meow!
Apr 3, 2025
170
i'm so sorry. losing a pet is hard -- especially in this manner. (our cat met the same fate...)

RIP charlie. <3
 
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easypeasy

The.only.white.sheep
Jul 1, 2024
215
What a perfect angel. How blessed you are to have loved and been loved so purely. Cats are really special. I'm sure you were very very loved 🌷🌷🌷🌷🌷🌷🌷🌷💕💕💕💕💕💕
 
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