Venting Lost another job opportunity due to depression

[Breadbfra]

After Covid19 destroyed everything I had, including my mental health (I was able to work before it), I am now completely useless. Literally, I can't be doing any job without crying, having panick attacks or random depression waves. I had a very important job opportunity and I had to leave the day after due to my impossibility to do anything besides from reading about suicides and laying on my bed. At this point I am seriously living just for my girlfriend and my family. Nothing else.

I am so so angry. I was completely burnt out by this fucking illness and now infections are sky rocketing up in Italy.

 

[Deleted member 17949]

I know it hurts. I am screwing up college right now because of bad mental health. I have always wanted to be in the position I am in now, but my mental health is destroying everything and COVID is not helping at all.

 

[TAW122]

I'm sorry to hear about that and it is a very tough situation. I hope you are able to find peace in whatever you choose to do.