jbear824
F*ck humanity. Let's end this.
- Jul 4, 2023
- 409
(Disclaimer: mentions of violence, no intention or desire to carry out anything. Just venting my feelings and thoughts. No worries!)
More and more lately I feel like I am not connected to the world. I go outside and nothing feels real. Like everything around me is fake. Like it's all a set from the Truman Show.
The trees. The wind, even other people outside all feel fake. Like everything around us has been produced to keep us trapped and suffering.
I don't want to go outside anymore. I hate this world. I hate this society. And I hate human beings. Looking around me and realizing most of the world has been successfully brainwashed and propagandized to accept things the way they are and never try to change it. It's infuriating. It's sickening. It's even worse when you realize mental health professionals are only there to get you back into the capitalist machine.
I told my therapist I have no interest in working because it's basically slavery with extra steps. And she has no alternative to offer me to live this life.
It's basically participate in all this or die. But we're also not allowed to leave peacefully. It's the needless cruelty of it, and how most of our species defends that cruelty.
I really wish a big meteor would hit this planet or that Yellowstone would erupt. Humanity deserves a reckoning for all the various and continuing ways in which we fail as the arrogant, hubristic, egotistical, stupid animals we are. Though we like to jerk ourselves off by thinking we are nature's finest achievement. When we're really just the trailer trash of the cosmos.
Nothing is real. Everything out there is a lie. A lie perpetuated to keep us complacent and unquestioning of the systems that use, abuse and exploit us.
It needs to end. Either the people in control of the world need to be killed and replaced, or the world just needs to be destroyed.
Or they could just let people like me get help dying and then they would have less dissent to worry about.
More and more lately I feel like I am not connected to the world. I go outside and nothing feels real. Like everything around me is fake. Like it's all a set from the Truman Show.
The trees. The wind, even other people outside all feel fake. Like everything around us has been produced to keep us trapped and suffering.
I don't want to go outside anymore. I hate this world. I hate this society. And I hate human beings. Looking around me and realizing most of the world has been successfully brainwashed and propagandized to accept things the way they are and never try to change it. It's infuriating. It's sickening. It's even worse when you realize mental health professionals are only there to get you back into the capitalist machine.
I told my therapist I have no interest in working because it's basically slavery with extra steps. And she has no alternative to offer me to live this life.
It's basically participate in all this or die. But we're also not allowed to leave peacefully. It's the needless cruelty of it, and how most of our species defends that cruelty.
I really wish a big meteor would hit this planet or that Yellowstone would erupt. Humanity deserves a reckoning for all the various and continuing ways in which we fail as the arrogant, hubristic, egotistical, stupid animals we are. Though we like to jerk ourselves off by thinking we are nature's finest achievement. When we're really just the trailer trash of the cosmos.
Nothing is real. Everything out there is a lie. A lie perpetuated to keep us complacent and unquestioning of the systems that use, abuse and exploit us.
It needs to end. Either the people in control of the world need to be killed and replaced, or the world just needs to be destroyed.
Or they could just let people like me get help dying and then they would have less dissent to worry about.
it's all "aha noo don't kill yourself" but when you ask for alternatives they're like "well idk 
maybe work towards changing the system"
