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Elri

Elri

Student
Dec 2, 2021
180
I've been thinking about going down to 10lbs before ctb I'm 110lbs rn I'm already skinny but i want to get so weak that my body gives up to SN quicker if it makes sense since I'm young and i had multiple serious attempts before but I'm really hard to kill i swear if SN doesn't kill me i will stab myself with a big ass knife to death FUCK
Too many people want to live but they die by covid daily, here i am breathing like a dragon even after covid and all of those attempts. I'm a joke to god
 
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liberty_222

liberty_222

psychotic
Nov 28, 2021
361
Oye i was thinking the same
I also weigh 110lbs
WAIT I'M THE SAME AGE TOO
Are you me am i you?🤨
 
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
43,903
Yes, life is very unfair. Many people who seemed to enjoy life die young and yet I am still stuck here living the same empty existence. I do not believe there is a God, everything is determined by chance and luck. Life is just meaningless suffering. I wish you the best, I hope you find peace.
 
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4eyebiped

4eyebiped

Mage
Dec 28, 2019
567
You wonderful ladies are already small enough. I am sure SN would be about as quick as it can be for you both. Trying to lose a bunch of weight like that is probably bound to get you in the hospital way before you have the chance to use SN. Having too extreme of weight loss may have other issues as well, like you body perhaps being more likely to vomit or other things that we cannot predict. I am not an expert here, just thinking out loud and looking out for you both. Be well, and I wish you both the best. :hug:
 
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liberty_222

liberty_222

psychotic
Nov 28, 2021
361
You wonderful ladies are already small enough. I am sure SN would be about as quick as it can be for you both. Trying to lose a bunch of weight like that is probably bound to get you in the hospital way before you have the chance to use SN. Having too extreme of weight loss may have other issues as well, like you body perhaps being more likely to vomit or other things that we cannot predict. I am not an expert here, just thinking out loud and looking out for you both. Be well, and I wish you both the best. :hug:
This might sound weird but the way you worded it sounds really warm🤗
 
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Elri

Elri

Student
Dec 2, 2021
180
Yes, life is very unfair. Many people who seemed to enjoy life die young and yet I am still stuck here living the same empty existence. I do not believe there is a God, everything is determined by chance and luck. Life is just meaningless suffering. I wish you the best, I hope you find peace.
Yeah god shouldn't exist otherwise why would put us in such misery. Thank you i wish the best for you and your journey as well
 
4eyebiped

4eyebiped

Mage
Dec 28, 2019
567
This might sound weird but the way you worded it sounds really warm🤗
I love all women and I am very protective over them. I wish I could give you all a big hug and take away all your pain, whatever it may be. You all are extremely valuable and I hope you see that value in yourself.
 
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Elri

Elri

Student
Dec 2, 2021
180
You wonderful ladies are already small enough. I am sure SN would be about as quick as it can be for you both. Trying to lose a bunch of weight like that is probably bound to get you in the hospital way before you have the chance to use SN. Having too extreme of weight loss may have other issues as well, like you body perhaps being more likely to vomit or other things that we cannot predict. I am not an expert here, just thinking out loud and looking out for you both. Be well, and I wish you both the best. :hug:
Aw thank you it made me smile
 
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