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Diminished

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Oct 16, 2021
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I swear to god it's like the universe is willing me to kill myself. So many signs its eerie. All my problems stacking up one by one. I'm in so much long term internal pain from depression, that surely physical pain for a mere seconds/ minutes is worth it. I'd love to plan a painless suicide, but where I reside in the world it's too risky and I can't put up with this any longer. Ugh I just want to be dead damn it!
 
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In the kingdom of th blind; the one-eyed are kings
Jan 24, 2021
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I swear to god it's like the universe is willing me to kill myself. So many signs its eerie. All my problems stacking up one by one. I'm in so much long term internal pain from depression, that surely physical pain for a mere seconds/ minutes is worth it. I'd love to plan a painless suicide, but where I reside in the world it's too risky and I can't put up with this any longer. Ugh I just want to be dead damn it!

Yeah, I know.
Sum days its like I need a sign from God the size of a hi-way billboard to know where I should be going... and then I'd still get lost and confuse myself :: my life mantra as follows ::

:- THE LONG WAY ROUND THE WRONG WAY ROUND!!!
 
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FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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We all deserve a peaceful exit at a time of our own choosing. It is cruel how the society denies us this. Nobody should have to resort to methods that are painful and/or can fail. I'm sorry you are in so much pain. Life really is so cruel. I hope you find the peace you are looking for.
 
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Diminished

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Yeah, I know.
Sum days its like I need a sign from God the size of a hi-way billboard to know where I should be going... and then I'd still get lost and confuse myself :: my life mantra as follows ::

:- THE LONG WAY ROUND THE WRONG WAY ROUND!!!
So true! I hate knowing I want to die but I can't follow through with it. I just wish I could push a button and cease to exist
We all deserve a peaceful exit at a time of our own choosing. It is cruel how the society denies us this. Nobody should have to resort to methods that are painful and/or can fail. I'm sorry you are in so much pain. Life really is so cruel. I hope you find the peace you are looking for.
Yeah i always say this is a upside down world. Maybe in the future society will look at how terrible it is to deny people who are clinically depressed the resources to end their life
 
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