Looking for ctb method but I need help

[FFTMGD]

I have been suicidial for years, and gave myself time to process if I should go for it. Considering how the worpd is going and my depression symptoms becomming physical and perpetual, I decided to start seeking an out method before I go homeless.
Trouble is I dont think my hands and mind can properly do an inert gas method as I initially planned, neither can I tie a rope securely enough to jump off a bridge with confidence I wont mess it up.

Currently looking at N, but I am not quite sure how to find it safely and without getting in trouble. Can someone please help me with this?

 

[Darkover]

no one can get N there is no supply and all the websites on the internet that claim to sell it are scams your next best bet is SN

 

[FuneralCry]

I wish there was the option of Nembutal, it's so unfortunate how it's not available for us. I hate how it's this difficult to leave this world, all of us who wish to be gone should just be able to exit in peace.

 

[exploitedbacteria]

I'm starting to look at research chemicals that would mimic N somewhat. Opiates or quaalludes with benzos GABA… somebody posted about it more recently @Proper Overdoser. I'm just not sure if it's possible to get a hold of what I would need, but seems like a better option than SN. I have dum dum issues with using cryptocurrency and navigating dark webs.

 

[Proper Overdoser]

I'm starting to look at research chemicals that would mimic N somewhat. Opiates or quaalludes with benzos GABA… somebody posted about it more recently @Proper Overdoser. I'm just not sure if it's possible to get a hold of what I would need, but seems like a better option than SN. I have dum dum issues with using cryptocurrency and navigating dark webs.

none of my methods involve the dark web as it is all legally acquired items and the RC scene is based in the clearnet not darkweb, albeit kinda hidden.

 

[exploitedbacteria]

none of my methods involve the dark web as it is all legally acquired items and the RC scene is based in the clearnet not darkweb, albeit kinda hidden.

Cool… I understand. Still could use some help navigating a few things. Pardon my excitement, but I've been lingering on the site for over 3 years looking for the right method that makes sense to me. I've done some searching for RC, but it's all a bit overwhelming as to which sites can be trusted.

 

[FFTMGD]

none of my methods involve the dark web as it is all legally acquired items and the RC scene is based in the clearnet not darkweb, albeit kinda hidden.

Would you be able to share with exploited bacteria and I? Please help us, it seems we both need your assistance.

 

[Proper Overdoser]

Cool… I understand. Still could use some help navigating a few things. Pardon my excitement, but I've been lingering on the site for over 3 years looking for the right method that makes sense to me. I've done some searching for RC, but it's all a bit overwhelming as to which sites can be trusted.

PM me if you need sources, I think I sent you some good verified usa vendors myself though

Would you be able to share with exploited bacteria and I? Please help us, it seems we both need your assistance.

PM me, your best sources could be in your own country so just lmk i have sources around the world, mostly EU, Canada, USA, China and India.