Help Looking for an opportunity

[TheWorld'sLeftovers]

Hey, so I have all my materials and my methods planned out and rehearsed. But the problem with partial hanging is that I'll need at least an hour on the rope alone, just to make sure I'm truly dead. If I get "saved," I may end up with brain damage. The problem is that after a last failed attempt, I'm now under constant watch from literally everybody. I'm looking for an opportunity to get just at least one hour alone. I'm thinking to find a janitor's closet while I'm at school or at any outing or anything similar.

Do you have any suggestions about what I can do? How do I get a moment by myself for a bit without seeming suspicious? Please let me know your thoughts.

 

[fire12362]

If you're able to book a cheap motel, I'd say do that.

 

[Sarainia Angelsong]

Hey, so I have all my materials and my methods planned out and rehearsed. But the problem with partial hanging is that I'll need at least an hour on the rope alone, just to make sure I'm truly dead. If I get "saved," I may end up with brain damage. The problem is that after a last failed attempt, I'm now under constant watch from literally everybody. I'm looking for an opportunity to get just at least one hour alone. I'm thinking to find a janitor's closet while I'm at school or at any outing or anything similar.

Do you have any suggestions about what I can do? How do I get a moment by myself for a bit without seeming suspicious? Please let me know your thoughts.

I'm on suicide watch yeah but the chat here is small on the phone that I can plan a ctb easily here. I will do hanging once I know the plan I'm doing.