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CannotAnymore

Member
Apr 29, 2022
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RIP Twitch. This one had me BAWLING this morning
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
46,723
Rest in peace, at least all those gone from this world cannot suffer anymore. I really envy those who have succeeded in ctb.
 
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Wannagonow

Specialist
Nov 16, 2022
376
Someone else silently suffering. I hope he's in a better place.
 
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stilhavinightmares

Warlock
Oct 13, 2022
759
I'm still in shock about this. It makes me want to ctb as soon as possible. If he could do it with 3 kids, I can do it with none.
 
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mateodolores

mateodolores

walking corpse
Dec 5, 2022
52
Proof that nothing can really cure this feeling. He seemed well off in every way and still went through with it. May he rest in peace.
 
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TAW122

Emissary of the right to die.
Aug 30, 2018
7,355
Rest in peace, at least all those gone from this world cannot suffer anymore. I really envy those who have succeeded in ctb.
This is very true, and they indeed have won (just not what the world thinks) as they have overcome their SI, no longer have to deal with problems of the living, and have died on their own terms.

I'm still in shock about this. It makes me want to ctb as soon as possible. If he could do it with 3 kids, I can do it with none.
I feel similar as well, the only difference is that I still live with family which makes having privacy difficult. I really miss the times where I lived independently or at least without having someone present at all times.

Proof that nothing can really cure this feeling. He seemed well off in every way and still went through with it. May he rest in peace.


Well said. Sometimes life just sucks in general and regardless of how much "success" one has, the feeling of existential dread and eventual end will always loom around. I believe one of the founders of TRTNLE (The Right To No Longer Exist) once stated that all humans are already dying from the start of time.
 
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Unending

Enlightened
Nov 5, 2022
1,512
I hadn't heard of him prior to this but both of my parents brought it up to me separately. I feel like it made them think of me lol.
I'm glad he's not suffering anymore, I don't know what his life circumstances were but it is my understanding that he was an "I had no idea he was depressed," type of person. I'm sure that is a hard facade to keep up as I personally never learned how to not wear my suffering on my face.
 
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whitefeather

whitefeather

Thank the gods for Death
Apr 23, 2020
530
tWitch was one of us .

Even the 1% are clueless about reality - including tWitch's family . Michelle Obama telling everyone to " call a crisis line". LOL .

SS is Evolution in progress . Hominids are a group-trance of denial.

tWitch shot himself in the head the day after dance performance with his wife
 
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stilhavinightmares

Warlock
Oct 13, 2022
759
This is very true, and they indeed have won (just not what the world thinks) as they have overcome their SI, no longer have to deal with problems of the living, and have died on their own terms.


I feel similar as well, the only difference is that I still live with family which makes having privacy difficult. I really miss the times where I lived independently or at least without having someone present at all times.




Well said. Sometimes life just sucks in general and regardless of how much "success" one has, the feeling of existential dread and eventual end will always loom around. I believe one of the founders of TRTNLE (The Right To No Longer Exist) once stated that all humans are already dying from the start of time.
I live with family too. If I didn't I'd be gone by now. Logistics are hard. :(
 
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Idontmatter

Just want it all to be over
Oct 25, 2021
647
I'm still in shock about this. It makes me want to ctb as soon as possible. If he could do it with 3 kids, I can do it with none.
Yeah and if he can do it and leave a spouse behind I can to. I'm finally doing it.
 
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stilhavinightmares

Warlock
Oct 13, 2022
759
Yeah and if he can do it and leave a spouse behind I can to. I'm finally doing it.
Same. And he had money and was "known" by millions of people. I have no money or celebrity, so 🤷🏽‍♀️
 
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Idontmatter

Just want it all to be over
Oct 25, 2021
647
Same. And he had money and was "known" by millions of people. I have no money or celebrity, so 🤷🏽‍♀️
Yeah I definitely don't have any money. All I can do is make sure my husband will be ok financially for a period of time after I'm gone. I've got 3 weeks left.
 
LadyApple

LadyApple

We just want to go home early.
Feb 17, 2020
117
why did he kill himself?
 
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SamTam33

Warlock
Oct 9, 2022
763
I hadn't heard of him before this either, but I can honestly say that I'm never ever shocked when anyone commits suicide.

Ever.

It's one of the least shocking things anyone can do.
 
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wait.what

wait.what

no really, what?
Aug 14, 2020
1,000
I bet fame is horrible if you're depressed. Earlier tonight I had to work up the mental energy to confront neighbors and front desk personnel when I went downstairs to get the pizza I ordered. Imagine if everyone you met anywhere wanted to gab at you and ask stupid questions. Dear God.
 
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Lost Magic

Illuminated
May 5, 2020
3,207
It just goes to show that even the most perfect life (on the surface) isn't always what is going on inside a person. He may have been struggling with depression for a while. Or there may have been other reasons. I am only a bit younger than him (at the time of his death). If this successful family man can do it, then a loser like me can as well. I heard somebody I knew went under some tracks recently too. I can't feel sad for them, because I know the pain they must have been going through. I empathise with them. I am them, and therefore I hope to join them soon too. Rest in peace to them both. Forever love and peace :heart: ✌️
 
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