longing for so much more than this place could ever provide

[Darkover]

we need better machines and a better environment the best we can hope for is that we can substitute this enviroment with another built out of pure maths i want to live inside a computer simulation but with all the other stuff this enviroment creates that maths can not like emotion
i miss not being able to program computers at least it keeps the boredom at bay
i could of made a game that lot of people played if only someone would of cared for me
in the pursuit of happiness
You got a dream... You gotta protect it. People can't do somethin' themselves, they wanna tell you you can't do it.

nobody ever cared for me in this shitty world
in a world where nobody cares for me i want no part of it
why exist if your
stuipd,ugly,fat,small,retarded,poor,disabled,no friends,no gf or bf,no one cares for you,no home,no money,no love,no work,no happiness,depressed,deformed
why exist if you have so little control over the machine you are
why exist when you're stupid and the environment is complex
life inside these machines is a disaster waiting to happen

i want to be apart of something amazing not a shithole and a hellhole
this place is just a living misery in hell
i know what it feels like to be enslaved in awful shit in a shithole an a hellhole so much better to never exist at all
enslaved in fragile delicate shit
since this is what it means to be living i simply never choose to live at all

what it means to be free imagine and create without any limits

 

[Forever Sleep]

I wish we could all live in a world that suited us. I guess that's why people imagined 'heaven'.

 

[The anhedonic one]

We are trapped inside meat prisons on a prison planet and have no control over the shitshow life that we are forced to endure, even though we don't even want to be here anyway.

 

[FuneralCry]

I think it's such a terrible thing having the ability to exist in this hellish reality, we literally are slaves to suffering until we die.