Mental
Member
- Oct 12, 2021
- 38
I've been a chaotic, messy person lately, like when I was 15.
I stopped burning my skin and dating boys and girls to have sex with them, sometimes I felt like when I was little and my parents didn't protect me.
I'd come home drunk, drugged and sometimes wondering if I was pregnant.
Yes it is true that after this I met someone wonderful, but how long will it take to find out what a monster I am?
I feel like I'm falling into a pit of anguish and despair,I just think about hurting myself, about the people who did it to me and I get angry, because I shouldn't be so bad when I'm 21.
I stopped burning my skin and dating boys and girls to have sex with them, sometimes I felt like when I was little and my parents didn't protect me.
I'd come home drunk, drugged and sometimes wondering if I was pregnant.
Yes it is true that after this I met someone wonderful, but how long will it take to find out what a monster I am?
I feel like I'm falling into a pit of anguish and despair,I just think about hurting myself, about the people who did it to me and I get angry, because I shouldn't be so bad when I'm 21.