Venting Lonely

[Suicide_vampire]

Hey, so I suppose this is just going to be a jumbled ramble. I found this site just a couple of days ago and I see what an amazing community of people come here and help and share each other in good times but more importantly through the worst of times.
And it just got me thinking about how alone I am, being on the spectrum has meant that I have always found it hard to make friends and keep them. So basically I don't have any. I have a very very small family too, just my mum and older sister and my dog.
As you get older it gets tougher to invite people into your life because the trust is no longer there, especially when you have been messed around on in relationships. So I'm in my 40s and just feel totally alone, this is in no way a cry for help or anything I guess just in finding this site it just showed me there's a community of like minded souls out there and it's something I've never had, so for those of you who have reached out to me since I joined I want to say thank you, it means so much, just wanted you all to know.
Peace and much love to all

 

[Thereisnothing]

I am very lonely too. I dont have anyone in real world, dont wish to stay around yet have no method to go. Every second gets worse and worse with everything.
Just wish had loved ones back to care and share life with. To see their face and hear their voice and feel their touch.
I am in a dark, hollow void and suffocating with the pain.

 

[Suicide_vampire]

I am very lonely too. I dont have anyone in real world, dont wish to stay around yet have no method to go. Every second gets worse and worse with everything.
Just wish had loved ones back to care and share life with. To see their face and hear their voice and feel their touch.
I am in a dark, hollow void and suffocating with the pain.

I feel your pain... You can consider me a friend if you want.

 

[RainAndSadness]

I fully relate to you situation. It's the same here. I'm extremely lonely. I don't have a large family and there are no friends. It's really depressing. Sadly, I suffer from severe social anxiety and it seems almost impossible to me to make any friends outside of this forum.

 

[one4all]

We are family

 

[Lostandfound7]

Hey, so I suppose this is just going to be a jumbled ramble. I found this site just a couple of days ago and I see what an amazing community of people come here and help and share each other in good times but more importantly through the worst of times.
And it just got me thinking about how alone I am, being on the spectrum has meant that I have always found it hard to make friends and keep them. So basically I don't have any. I have a very very small family too, just my mum and older sister and my dog.
As you get older it gets tougher to invite people into your life because the trust is no longer there, especially when you have been messed around on in relationships. So I'm in my 40s and just feel totally alone, this is in no way a cry for help or anything I guess just in finding this site it just showed me there's a community of like minded souls out there and it's something I've never had, so for those of you who have reached out to me since I joined I want to say thank you, it means so much, just wanted you all to know.
Peace and much love to all❤

Hey sweetie. I'm just happy that we can b here for u. U r NOT alone..

 

[Deleted member 1465]

Aarrrg it's so shitty being lonely. It's bad enough when you can't connect with anyone but then there is actual physical isolation too, then you have no choice.
I'm both, though I'd learned by my forties how to connect, ironically that's when circumstances isolated me.
Is it any wonder we wind up here?

 

[Suicide_vampire]

Well I'm glad I found this place and all of you.

 

[Thereisnothing]

I feel your pain... You can consider me a friend if you want.

Thank you would be honoured

 

[Suicide_vampire]

Thank you would be honoured

The feeling is mutual

 

[Ghost2211]

I'm glad you found us :)