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- Nov 2, 2020
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anyone here who can't tell ANYTHING about you suffering the whole time to anyone IRL? i can't tell how i feel and what i am coming through, cause no one understands and i feel like noone even tries. also i fell like everyone i tell about my condition thinks i'm whining too much. I can't say anything about my will to ctb because they either don't really care, want to put me in psych ward or there are people that accept my decision but I can't talk or warn them about it because if I'll fuck up on another attempt it would be SO embarrassing! and some of my friends would think I'm just a poser who wants attention, so I can't let anyone know about my plans untill i succeed... i am completely alone mentally idk what to do and i can't even cry because I have no privacy
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