Loneliness

[Otto]

Hi I'm new here,all my life I've felt alone.I guess I'll die that way .
If love to feel part of something .
I had a pact partner last year but sadly it didn't work and we both lived.
It felt amazing to be part of something
I don't want to end up writing loads and not making any sense.if anyone else feels like me if love to talk to you.I guess people on here understand pain and to be able to take some of that away would help everyone just for a moment

 

[1964dodge]

it sounds like you would like to live if you weren't so lonely

 

[ctkmtt]

Hey man, I'm lonely too. I'm not too great with conversation but I hope you the best.

 

[1964dodge]

Hey man, I'm lonely too. I'm not too great with conversation but I hope you the best.

sounds like you two should talk it'll do both of you some good and either of you can talk to me anytime i'm here

 

[PatKat]

Hi I'm new here,all my life I've felt alone.I guess I'll die that way .
If love to feel part of something .
I had a pact partner last year but sadly it didn't work and we both lived.
It felt amazing to be part of something
I don't want to end up writing loads and not making any sense.if anyone else feels like me if love to talk to you.I guess people on here understand pain and to be able to take some of that away would help everyone just for a moment

How old are you? Do you just stay at home all day like I do?

 

[Jerryman]

Hi I'm new here,all my life I've felt alone.I guess I'll die that way .
If love to feel part of something .
I had a pact partner last year but sadly it didn't work and we both lived.
It felt amazing to be part of something
I don't want to end up writing loads and not making any sense.if anyone else feels like me if love to talk to you.I guess people on here understand pain and to be able to take some of that away would help everyone just for a moment

Me 2. I'd just love to have a group of people to hang out with, sitting around watching Netflix having a good laugh. Where I live alcohol always has to be involved which I don't react well with the next day. I'm not bothered getting out there, I'd be happy just mongin out with people wasting time.c

 

[406blue]

Someone told me recently that despite my misanthropy, i ought to hang out with people who are more like me. That's why i come here. It used to be easier in my 20s but increasingly when i'm confronted with another humanoid, i detect their shell of conformity, their fake self fabricated over years of saying and doing what's expected, as opposed to their real self. Your post talks about isolation and perhaps this isn't exactly what you meant, but the idea of having nothing to say to people who have little understanding of what you are trying to express and who are going to interpret it through their own prism of experience leads to living a lie and just exchanging pleasantries in order to be part of the system. To relieve this isolation i turn to drink and drugs, which of course increases the isolation. I have tried the option of loving humanity with all their foibles but it always comes down to the idea that most people are stupid and selfish factory farmed consumers, brain washed by advertising and television, petrified by the idea of non conformity. (present company excluded)! Sometimes i yearn to be like them, unaware of it all.

 

[1964dodge]

Someone told me recently that despite my misanthropy, i ought to hang out with people who are more like me. That's why i come here. It used to be easier in my 20s but increasingly when i'm confronted with another humanoid, i detect their shell of conformity, their fake self fabricated over years of saying and doing what's expected, as opposed to their real self. Your post talks about isolation and perhaps this isn't exactly what you meant, but the idea of having nothing to say to people who have little understanding of what you are trying to express and who are going to interpret it through their own prism of experience leads to living a lie and just exchanging pleasantries in order to be part of the system. To relieve this isolation i turn to drink and drugs, which of course increases the isolation. I have tried the option of loving humanity with all their foibles but it always comes down to the idea that most people are stupid and selfish factory farmed consumers, brain washed by advertising and television, petrified by the idea of non conformity. (present company excluded)! Sometimes i yearn to be like them, unaware of it all.

I think you have to give people the benefit of the doubt you and I are different just like other people it's the differences that make relationships fresh and fun if you don't open up and try different personalities you lose out you can talk to me anytime

 

[couldntthinkofaname]

you sound like a narcissist

 

[406blue]

you sound like a narcissist

 

[406blue]

I just read some posts about narcissism, which i wasn't very familiar with and i think you're right. Perhaps i encourage it in order to feel isolated enough to find the courage to kill myself. Most of my posts seem self centred and self pitying and involve the desire to be accepted. The post in question suggests that such behaviour results from deeply entrenched childhood trauma, such as physical or mental abuse, rejection etc, which seems to me a likely cause. The reason i am here is that after 50 years of reacting to circumstances in the way i do to any real or perceived rejection has become intolerable. Thankyou for your observation, one that nobody has ever put to me before.

 

[friendly99]

I love to talk to somebody. I have no friends