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Enlightened
- Apr 8, 2020
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People think you can be lonely if you have no family or friends but a person can also be lonely too if they have family and friends. Loneliness is defined as a lack of connection.
At lot of time I feel like I don't have a friend in the world or a place where I truly belong and be my real self.
I am happy at university but a lot of the time I feel so out of place. I talk to loads of people in my classes and outside all I just see amazing people who are so accomplished with their lives. It just reminds me how much of a loser I am.
I have classmates are from all around the world who are qualified lawyers in their own home countries and those who don't work in law have had amazing careers working in the coropate world, government or a NGO. It's common for English law masters programmes to have lawyers studying for them to specialise in an area.
For me my career history is just boring and unremarkable. I got fired from my first ever job after graduating from my undergraduate degree and became known for being that newbie employee who upset an entitled and rude customer because I refused to put up with their behaviour while my colleagues and management put up with customers unfair behavior and kept their mouths shut. Life at work started being miserable because I was known for upsetting customer and management constantly gave me a hard time over it while my colleagues gossiped about it.
I am never going to meet partner at university because majority of my classmates are in long distance relationships or have a partner in the UK. I attend a university with a large student population but there is no man for me. I don't click with the other guys and they don't click with me. I talk to everyone but no connection or anything in common.
Dating becomes more impossible after you leave university already I know i am never going to meet anyone and it is too late for me. I needed to meet my future partner before 30 and now it's never going to happen anymore.
My family are not great at listening so I gave up a long time opening up to them about things and my extended family of relatives are just a disappointment. I have all these aunties, uncles and cousins who I can't call for help because they gossip my favourite auntie turned out to be an enormous gossiper of all my private information.
I don't feel like I have a friend in the world at times. When I reached out on many occasions everyone around me in my life just pushed me away.
At lot of time I feel like I don't have a friend in the world or a place where I truly belong and be my real self.
I am happy at university but a lot of the time I feel so out of place. I talk to loads of people in my classes and outside all I just see amazing people who are so accomplished with their lives. It just reminds me how much of a loser I am.
I have classmates are from all around the world who are qualified lawyers in their own home countries and those who don't work in law have had amazing careers working in the coropate world, government or a NGO. It's common for English law masters programmes to have lawyers studying for them to specialise in an area.
For me my career history is just boring and unremarkable. I got fired from my first ever job after graduating from my undergraduate degree and became known for being that newbie employee who upset an entitled and rude customer because I refused to put up with their behaviour while my colleagues and management put up with customers unfair behavior and kept their mouths shut. Life at work started being miserable because I was known for upsetting customer and management constantly gave me a hard time over it while my colleagues gossiped about it.
I am never going to meet partner at university because majority of my classmates are in long distance relationships or have a partner in the UK. I attend a university with a large student population but there is no man for me. I don't click with the other guys and they don't click with me. I talk to everyone but no connection or anything in common.
Dating becomes more impossible after you leave university already I know i am never going to meet anyone and it is too late for me. I needed to meet my future partner before 30 and now it's never going to happen anymore.
My family are not great at listening so I gave up a long time opening up to them about things and my extended family of relatives are just a disappointment. I have all these aunties, uncles and cousins who I can't call for help because they gossip my favourite auntie turned out to be an enormous gossiper of all my private information.
I don't feel like I have a friend in the world at times. When I reached out on many occasions everyone around me in my life just pushed me away.
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