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hereisnow234
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- Sep 30, 2024
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I'm sorry I can't type much due to my disability.
I have shared my wish to die with my parents as my illness is deteriorating. I have been met with a lot of hostility. I know they love me and this is just their 'stuff' coming out, but i've also been deeply hurt that they can't hold me in my suffering and be there for me. And understand that it's not because im weak but just that im in immense pain.
I wish they could support me right up to the end, without overstepping a legal boundary, and it hurts that they are 'abandoning' me when i actually need love most.
My condition isn't medically explained beyond a lose label of 'ME' and so i believe they see me as weak willed.
i am increasingly disabled and trying to carry everything on my own emotionally and practically to give myself peace to die is crushing me.
can anyone relate?
i am still attempting to source sn despite my difficulty using IT
I have shared my wish to die with my parents as my illness is deteriorating. I have been met with a lot of hostility. I know they love me and this is just their 'stuff' coming out, but i've also been deeply hurt that they can't hold me in my suffering and be there for me. And understand that it's not because im weak but just that im in immense pain.
I wish they could support me right up to the end, without overstepping a legal boundary, and it hurts that they are 'abandoning' me when i actually need love most.
My condition isn't medically explained beyond a lose label of 'ME' and so i believe they see me as weak willed.
i am increasingly disabled and trying to carry everything on my own emotionally and practically to give myself peace to die is crushing me.
can anyone relate?
i am still attempting to source sn despite my difficulty using IT