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That's what I mean, I want to talk to others that are going through similar problems and find out how to help them or how they've helped themselves so I can use it to help others. I know there's no cure for the human mind. Wouldn't be on this forum if I thought there was.
Like a lot of people on this forum, I have a death wish. Unlike a lot of people in this forum, I find comfort in small things. I haven't received that comfort in a long, long time and this period of my life is the most miserable I've ever been ever, but there are still some things that I know or believe in that can help others on here. Not to love life, or to love themselves, but to live at least one day in relative comfort and peace while shoving away the urges. I think that's something everyone should experience, even briefly. I'd be happy to tell you about it if you want.
You will find dozens of people here that have interesting takes on life, enjoy what time you speak with them cause they could die very soon
By all means please do!
I will, while I do view death as a beautiful thing I also view it as a book being cut short. While I'd love to read the rest sometimes it's better to just set it down and let another story continue.
Sometimes, it's one breath at a time.
Often I find it that people that are hated on for being "suicidal" or "depressed" etc etc are some of the nicest and sweetest people I've meet who always have a story to share so I deeply look forward to all that comes. And if you're interested in chatting then message me anytime! :)
It's mostly a lot of temporary escapism. For me and a lot of people, I realise that we're constantly 8 feet deep in our problems and our minds are constantly thinking of said problem, so we, do the opposite. Indulging, I guess is the right way to put it. Clearing your head for just a day by doing something calming, fun or peaceful to escape that mindset. Blast music in your headphones while walking to the park on a bad mental health day or playing a particularly frustrating game to make you take out your anger on something that can be taken out on. Eating good food when you feel like your life is falling apart or belting put the lyrics to a good song to let yourself cry to sleep. Gluing random shiny objects together to make a butterfly or mixing dish soap, hair gel and shampoo to see how thick you can make something just out of pure bullshittery. It's not a long term solution, at all, but sometimes you don't need a long term solution. You just need a day to indulge and let yourself rest, you know? I have way more wacky and small ideas, just things to occupy you if you need them <3
Haha I love it! That's exactly the type of stuff I want to talk about I want to take it to others and try to help them better themselves. Maybe not permanently, but if I can help then even for just one day. I'm happy. If you could Id love to hear about all your wacky ways and small ideas so please do tell! :) (ps. You have a beautiful way of putting your words together, bravo.)
(Thank you! I honestly think it's because I am really big on writing and literature)
Oh please I'm not heartless like that, I'd love to chat with you about many other things beyond just small and fun methods! (I'm also quite fond of literature and proper writing, haha even if sometimes mine is rough.)
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