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Jepejoe
- Sep 6, 2024
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I been living with constant psychosis is my reason to not wanna be here valid ? Like I feel stuck
If you want to think things over once more or if you just feel uncertain about some aspects of your chosen method or just need some time, that is perfectly fine.I have all of them that's the weird thing and i feel stuck
I feel alone and scared to carry out my method i have asked for advise on here and read a few post that a combination of meds could work if its the right one .
I'm sorry none of it worked for you. As far as od, I'm sure you know it's a mixed bag of success and failure. Some succeed. Like you said, it depends on the meds you choose, whether you get found prematurely, even your own body chemistry. It's definitely not the best, most effective way. Maybe you should start a new thread, post what meds and in what amounts, and let others (more knowledgeable than me) chime in to let you know what they think. Can't hurt.I have tried various therapies and meds and have all never really cured my psychosis and depression. It's a sad case and I managed so long without self harm but now I realize I don't have an option . My existence is suffering and to me the only way to free myself is to ctb . I live in constant agony because of these mental health issues and all have failed . Death to me might me peaceful . My only issue now is will my method work or fail like will I overdose properly . And will I go in peace . I have been in therapy twice a week and had even tried countless meds and I'm still here