I vaguely conquered the worst of my anhedonia by picking up an old hobby and doing it differently, something old with a new twist. Go back into raving and DJing, but now I'm also starting a club night. It's given me something to keep busy with. Now I'm also running a website, made a group of raving friends I met through a WhatsApp group and Reddit and SoundCloud who are local, running adverts, organising the club night, DJs, venue, sound, light, security... And the kicker is I plan to take lots of drugs
actually really looking forward to it. It's been 20 years since I did this stuff in any serious way. It's good to be back. I feel a bit more like me again. But can I just say, fuck Reddit