Venting Living my last fifty days to the fullest!

[ItsMe-Hecked]

Gonna try and enjoy my last fifty days. My mom said that while she doesn't "approve" my decision to CTB, she respects my right to my life. Her only suggestion was that I make bold choices, and live the rest of my life to the fullest. That's what I'm going to do. I'm not going to make myself uncomfortable necessarily, but I'll try things that I wouldn't normally do. Maybe talk to a few people. Make a few fake friends. No consequences, so it's alright. Nothing too crazy. Just needed to let this out.

 

[FuneralCry]

I wish you the best with that. Life is mostly just suffering so if you are able to get some enjoyment out of living, then that is a good thing.

 

[Onthe29th]

What a great person… I hope you dedicate some time to her too .

 

[Julgran]

Gonna try and enjoy my last fifty days. My mom said that while she doesn't "approve" my decision to CTB, she respects my right to my life. Her only suggestion was that I make bold choices, and live the rest of my life to the fullest. That's what I'm going to do. I'm not going to make myself uncomfortable necessarily, but I'll try things that I wouldn't normally do. Maybe talk to a few people. Make a few fake friends. No consequences, so it's alright. Nothing too crazy. Just needed to let this out.

This sounds very exciting, and I'm glad, for your sake, that your mother somewhat approves of your decision. Do you best!

 

[Ashu]

Gonna try and enjoy my last fifty days. My mom said that while she doesn't "approve" my decision to CTB, she respects my right to my life. Her only suggestion was that I make bold choices, and live the rest of my life to the fullest. That's what I'm going to do. I'm not going to make myself uncomfortable necessarily, but I'll try things that I wouldn't normally do. Maybe talk to a few people. Make a few fake friends. No consequences, so it's alright. Nothing too crazy. Just needed to let this out.

What an incredibly cool and enlightened mom. She understands that if there's anything that can save you, you're going to have to find it yourself, and this is the way.

 

[Crazy4u]

sounds like a great mom! I wish you the best

 

[Feeding Pigeons]

GO FOR IT!!! Good on your mom.

 

[ItsMe-Hecked]

What a great person… I hope you dedicate some time to her too .

She hasn't been the best mom in the past, but yeah. I definitely think very highly of her after having that conversation.

What an incredibly cool and enlightened mom. She understands that if there's anything that can save you, you're going to have to find it yourself, and this is the way.

Agreed! I'm glad she sees it that way.

 

[koweday]

A friend of mine ctb two years ago and really did it right. He got a few new credit cards and maxed them out on vacations and luxurious airbnbs leading up to his final journey. If I'm ever as brave as he was, I'm going to do the same thing.

 

[massiveblackhole]

A friend of mine ctb two years ago and really did it right. He got a few new credit cards and maxed them out on vacations and luxurious airbnbs leading up to his final journey. If I'm ever as brave as he was, I'm going to do the same thing.

man yea that's the dream. id sell my car, load up on credit cards, travel the world, tell everyone exactly what i thought of them, tell my job to go shove it and do whatever the hell i wanted. plus also id like to volunteer especially with animals. do something meaningful with the last of my life instead of the same bullshit job and putting up with bullshit people.