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Just some hillbilly
- Mar 27, 2024
- 367
Basically, I'm just living for others at this point.
Been in a dark place for a while now...
Nothing in life really brings me joy anymore. The hobbies I once had just seen like chore now, I don't like hanging out with people or going places anymore.
The only reason I'm still around is because my parents and brother.
I could take the easy way out and end it, ive got the means.
But i feel like that would just be passing my suffering from me onto them, and they don't deserve that. I'm not so sure it wouldn't push them over the edge too....
So, im going to keep trying to get better/ find meds that help. Not sure how long I'll be able to keep going, as I know if I don't find something that helps, I can't go on like this forever.
Just my rant for the day
Been in a dark place for a while now...
Nothing in life really brings me joy anymore. The hobbies I once had just seen like chore now, I don't like hanging out with people or going places anymore.
The only reason I'm still around is because my parents and brother.
I could take the easy way out and end it, ive got the means.
But i feel like that would just be passing my suffering from me onto them, and they don't deserve that. I'm not so sure it wouldn't push them over the edge too....
So, im going to keep trying to get better/ find meds that help. Not sure how long I'll be able to keep going, as I know if I don't find something that helps, I can't go on like this forever.
Just my rant for the day