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Anonymoususer1234

Anonymoususer1234

Experienced
Apr 13, 2023
225
I have very little hope for my future. Nothing seems to get better. I always want more than I can reasonably achieve. Everything is always just out of my reach. I should stop whining and die already. But I won't. I am too much of a coward.
 
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Naser

Amor fati
Aug 17, 2023
7
I have very little hope for my future. Nothing seems to get better. I always want more than I can reasonably achieve. Everything is always just out of my reach. I should stop whining and die already. But I won't. I am too much of a coward.
Everyone feels like that bro. None of us know what the future will hold for us individually. I would suggest not thinking about that and just focus on the present only. If u take care of urself, maybe u can try excersising, that's helping me a bit day by day by going to my local gym but u can also try working out at home too. It releases dopamine in ur brain which is good for u.
 
BurgundySnap

BurgundySnap

Sick of being sick
Jul 19, 2023
76
I have very little hope for my future. Nothing seems to get better. I always want more than I can reasonably achieve. Everything is always just out of my reach. I should stop whining and die already. But I won't. I am too much of a coward.
Hello Anonymoususer1234,

This sounds like an awful pain to go through. Achieving things is difficult, depending on the task, and probably very daunting. I don't want to say something general like, "It is not impossible", however.

What sorts of things are out of your reach? Do you know some things you want?
 
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attell4

Member
Apr 25, 2023
8
Hey Brother, I feel exactly the same way. It's a matter of weather or not you want to participate in this world. And I understand if you don't.
 
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
47,280
I personally only have dread for what lies ahead, it fills me with dread the thought of being trapped in this existence and suffering for many more years. But anyway I wish you the best, it must be tiring what you are going through, existence is just too cruel.
 

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