Literally going insane

[Someplace_nice]

I feel like laughing, not a giggle, my full sanity break laughter. I am so extremely depressed and lonely, so pathetic... I want to die, I feel the need to just end it all, I can't take it anymore. The threads are unraveling, the drip wants to stop.

 

[timf]

If there is anything you can do to push back at what can seem a gloomy narrowing of life, it might be helpful. Some activity,no matter how small, might be a way to find some control.

If there is some mode of artistic expression like painting, drawing, music, writing, etc. that you might try it might also be a way to find some control.