List of meds I have to overdose...need advice

[Sweet emotion]

This is what I have

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I have 17,540 milligrams of morphine ER
I have 2,350 milligrams of percocet 5/325
I have 360 milligrams of xanax 2 Mg's
I have lots of zofran about 180 of 8 mgs
The baclofen....180 of 20 mgs each

About a year ago I called a doctor who gave my friend advice on how to end her suffering. She had the same disease I have. I told him what medications I have and I told him I was terrified that my attempt wouldn't work and that I was worried about being in a vegetative state or a coma or still be able to see and hear things but not be able to move or speak. He said all those things could happen but at the time I hadn't saved up all my meds at the time so I wasn't able to tell him what to go by. I'm thinking of calling him again. He told me two days before I want to end my life I would have to take Zofran every 8 hours and not eat anything. Then he told me to crush up my meds, especially since crushing the morphine ER makes it hit you harder, and put everything in a bowl of yogurt and eat it and then go lay down. Also drink alcohol. I asked him about possible pain because I'm terrified of feeling suffocation, which I know I couldn't get a definitive answer, but he told me the Xanax would take affect and I would just fall asleep before the other meds stopped my heart.

My friend who successfully ended her life took pain medication but she also had fentanyl patches which she put over her heart and she also had the drug Seconal which I heard is very powerful. I don't have those. And with the way the doctors are today I know there is no chance in getting any. So that is what I am planning to do. I don't like knowing I have to wait three days in advance and watch the hours tick away. But I can't imagine doing this any other way.

Do you think I can take the Zofran every 6 hours instead of 8?

 

[frees]

I'm not informed enough to answer, but you should read the chapters on "Drugs & Vomiting" and "Morphine and the Opiods" in the Peaceful Pill Handbook.
You can find it in the resource thread.

Edit: the link for the March 2019 edition seems broken, here is a new one

The Peaceful Pill eHandbook March 24 2019 Revision.pdf - AnonFiles

anonfile.com

 

[Sweet emotion]

I'm not informed enough to answer, but you should read the chapters on "Drugs & Vomiting" and "Morphine and the Opiods" in the Peaceful Pill Handbook.
You can find it in the resource thread.

Edit: the link for the March 2019 edition seems broken, here is a new one

The Peaceful Pill eHandbook March 24 2019 Revision.pdf - AnonFiles

anonfile.com

Thank you but for some reason it won't load

 

[Seeking Peace]

Thank you but for some reason it won't load

I've also had issues with some of the file hosting sites when trying to download. This is a May 2018 version of the Peaceful Pill - also available in the resource section. It's hosted on Google Drive, so you may have better luck with this version:

PPeH2020 - Google Drive

 

[Sweet emotion]

I've also had issues with some of the file hosting sites when trying to download. This is a May 2018 version of the Peaceful Pill - also available in the resource section. It's hosted on Google Drive, so you may have better luck with this version:

PPeH2020 - Google Drive

Thank you , but no luck

 

[Sweet emotion]

This is what I have

I have 17,540 milligrams of morphine ER
I have 2,350 milligrams of percocet 5/325
I have 360 milligrams of xanax 2 Mg's
I have lots of zofran about 180 of 8 mgs
The baclofen....180 of 20 mgs each

About a year ago I called a doctor who gave my friend advice on how to end her suffering. She had the same disease I have. I told him what medications I have and I told him I was terrified that my attempt wouldn't work and that I was worried about being in a vegetative state or a coma or still be able to see and hear things but not be able to move or speak. He said all those things could happen but at the time I hadn't saved up all my meds at the time so I wasn't able to tell him what to go by. I'm thinking of calling him again. He told me two days before I want to end my life I would have to take Zofran every 8 hours and not eat anything. Then he told me to crush up my meds, especially since crushing the morphine ER makes it hit you harder, and put everything in a bowl of yogurt and eat it and then go lay down. Also drink alcohol. I asked him about possible pain because I'm terrified of feeling suffocation, which I know I couldn't get a definitive answer, but he told me the Xanax would take affect and I would just fall asleep before the other meds stopped my heart.

My friend who successfully ended her life took pain medication but she also had fentanyl patches which she put over her heart and she also had the drug Seconal which I heard is very powerful. I don't have those. And with the way the doctors are today I know there is no chance in getting any. So that is what I am planning to do. I don't like knowing I have to wait three days in advance and watch the hours tick away. But I can't imagine doing this any other way.

Do you think I can take the Zofran every 6 hours instead of 8?

I also have 360 mgs of Klonopin which I read its better to have long acting benzos besides the xanax I have

 

[Sweet emotion]

Any advice

 

[gingerplum]

Yes, you can take the Zofran every 6 hrs if you like. You will absolutely not feel "suffocated" or uncomfortable in any way; your last sense of awareness will be tumbling into a very deep and pleasant sleep, and that's all.

 

[Letmego. Please]

One random thought, thats gonna take a hell of a lot of yogurt to mix that many grams of stuff.

Also skip the Perc's, the grams of paracetamol are not worth the small dose of opiates.

 

[Soul]

I'm sorry it's come to this. I wish you only good outcomes going forward. Journey well x

 

[Can'tStandAnymore]

I have no idea how they will interact in your body but you would probably be knocked out before experiencing any type of pain. That's a lot of sedative and opiate. I suggest you to remove some parts of your post. Someone may track your search history and the doctor whom you got help could get into trouble if someone read this post.

 

[Sweet emotion]

Yes, you can take the Zofran every 6 hrs if you like. You will absolutely not feel "suffocated" or uncomfortable in any way; your last sense of awareness will be tumbling into a very deep and pleasant sleep, and that's all.

Thank you very much. That is very reassuring.