StarryStarry
Cat Lady
- Oct 25, 2021
- 750
Well, it's been a while since I've posted. I'm still here (not by choice). I've been angry and hateful the last month or so and I didn't want to post anything negative to affect anyone else. I want to thank those of you who have cared enough to private message me and ask if Sweet and I are okay. That means the world to me. I also want to thank the people who run this site. This is the only place I feel I belong. I don't belong in the world I live in.
I made my journey and I am here to "start my new life." What a joke. I just wish one day would go by without something negative or hurtful happening. But I guess as long as I'm here it will continue. I moved into an apartment complex for older folks. I was so excited thinking that I would make some friends and start going outside the house. WRONG!!! The old man across the hall has already chastised me for (1) not closing my apartment door properly; (2) not closing my cupboard doors in my kitchen properly; (3) not cleaning the sash outside the door; and (4) walking up the stairs to the apartment with too much noise. The stupid idiot woman downstairs came running out of her apartment the other day and told me I couldn't put my cat litter down the toilet. WTF!!!! I asked her why she was telling me this shit and she just looked at me like I was crazy. I told her that was bullshit and walked away. So I now live in a fucking looney bin for old people. I now do not speak to anyone whether they speak to me or not. The office manager is a total BITCH and I've seen her verbally abuse the old people here. I'm hoping she does that shit with me. god help her!!! Sweet Pea is fine. She has a new tree and is enjoying looking out the window. It took her a long time to settle in. I hate my job ... I guess that's not a surprise, but I am stuck now. At least I have a paycheck, but am in debt up to my eyeballs. I'm so glad to be back. I feel I've come home to see my family. I've missed you all. Thanks for putting up with me!
I made my journey and I am here to "start my new life." What a joke. I just wish one day would go by without something negative or hurtful happening. But I guess as long as I'm here it will continue. I moved into an apartment complex for older folks. I was so excited thinking that I would make some friends and start going outside the house. WRONG!!! The old man across the hall has already chastised me for (1) not closing my apartment door properly; (2) not closing my cupboard doors in my kitchen properly; (3) not cleaning the sash outside the door; and (4) walking up the stairs to the apartment with too much noise. The stupid idiot woman downstairs came running out of her apartment the other day and told me I couldn't put my cat litter down the toilet. WTF!!!! I asked her why she was telling me this shit and she just looked at me like I was crazy. I told her that was bullshit and walked away. So I now live in a fucking looney bin for old people. I now do not speak to anyone whether they speak to me or not. The office manager is a total BITCH and I've seen her verbally abuse the old people here. I'm hoping she does that shit with me. god help her!!! Sweet Pea is fine. She has a new tree and is enjoying looking out the window. It took her a long time to settle in. I hate my job ... I guess that's not a surprise, but I am stuck now. At least I have a paycheck, but am in debt up to my eyeballs. I'm so glad to be back. I feel I've come home to see my family. I've missed you all. Thanks for putting up with me!