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- Jul 1, 2020
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I've recently binged watch cake boss. I watch sortedfoods and something about history and food (I can't remember the name) YouTube channels. Cake squad is on the tv now.
I want to bake. I want to cook.
I want to make a cake with a dragon going up a mountain.
There's this awesome chocolate one (see pic).
I love desserts. I love food. I love cake.
Hell! I already have the open sign for my bakery.
And a purple chef jacket I love so much I'm scared to wear lol.
And ideas.
I want it to be family oriented. Different sugar cookies or cupcakes to decorate for each family depending on holiday. Specialized flavors. I wanted to do 2 mini vanilla cupcake sets 1 with a citrus filling and another set with berry filling. I had a special cupcake planned for my exSO. Chocolate orange cupcake, with orange buttercream, chocolate drizzle and maybe a little chocolate candy orange for decoration.
I want to spread out to breads at some point. A walk in with couches to sit on. I want it to be homey. I'll have cookies/cupcakes/tarts in the display. I'll make pies wedding cake, bday cake. I want to do performing cakes like buddy (cake boss) did.
Ideas ideas ideas. I can't stop having ideas
I'd LOVE to get myself a wok.
I made a risotto AND ACED IT!!!! TAKE THAT HELL'S KITCHEN! (well as sure as I can be without Ramsay checking it lol).
I'm anorexic. I barely eat. I can barely taste food. Everything is bland. My friend says I'm like Beethoven
Anyway point is I LOVE FOOD. Watching cake squad... This is the first moment I haven't thought about going back to the bridge since that night. Of courses it pushed me completely the other way. Now I want to kms because I feel ill never get out of here so I can do the above (of course he'll promise all of that is possible here).
I..... I'm just not sure food.... Gardening..... Art...... Photography..... Is enough to continue. They feel like nothing more than filler, but the hole I'm trying to fill is infinite.
I want to bake. I want to cook.
I want to make a cake with a dragon going up a mountain.
There's this awesome chocolate one (see pic).
I love desserts. I love food. I love cake.
Hell! I already have the open sign for my bakery.
And a purple chef jacket I love so much I'm scared to wear lol.
And ideas.
I want it to be family oriented. Different sugar cookies or cupcakes to decorate for each family depending on holiday. Specialized flavors. I wanted to do 2 mini vanilla cupcake sets 1 with a citrus filling and another set with berry filling. I had a special cupcake planned for my exSO. Chocolate orange cupcake, with orange buttercream, chocolate drizzle and maybe a little chocolate candy orange for decoration.
I want to spread out to breads at some point. A walk in with couches to sit on. I want it to be homey. I'll have cookies/cupcakes/tarts in the display. I'll make pies wedding cake, bday cake. I want to do performing cakes like buddy (cake boss) did.
Ideas ideas ideas. I can't stop having ideas
I'd LOVE to get myself a wok.
I made a risotto AND ACED IT!!!! TAKE THAT HELL'S KITCHEN! (well as sure as I can be without Ramsay checking it lol).
I'm anorexic. I barely eat. I can barely taste food. Everything is bland. My friend says I'm like Beethoven
Anyway point is I LOVE FOOD. Watching cake squad... This is the first moment I haven't thought about going back to the bridge since that night. Of courses it pushed me completely the other way. Now I want to kms because I feel ill never get out of here so I can do the above (of course he'll promise all of that is possible here).
I..... I'm just not sure food.... Gardening..... Art...... Photography..... Is enough to continue. They feel like nothing more than filler, but the hole I'm trying to fill is infinite.
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