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NightTerror
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- May 20, 2024
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I just found out that the girl that said she liked me but wasn't ready for a relationship (went on for a year) is now dating someone else...So I was the problem and I wasted years on this and don't know how to be in a relationship because she was the only one. I found this out as I'm sitting in the hospital after a surgery that'll leave me unable to play for a year (my only coping mechanism). I'm getting panic attacks and I just can't take it anymore I wish the anesthesia killed me.
What do I do????
What do I do????