Raskolnikov's Axe
Member
- Aug 31, 2022
- 80
Life is just an endless series of problems. By solving the previous ones you are just maliciously rewarded with new ones.
In my own stupidity I thought that I, someone who yearns for non-existence, would somehow fix myself by means of obtaining employment.
Now I just have another reason to kill myself. I am incompetent and unskilled and not a good fit for this position.
I gave in to Pro Life propaganda. I believed in it, yet it seems to me that any progress I made just caused me more pain and suffering. I tried. Life isn't for me. I failed in many spheres of endeavors, despite my best efforts. I am just not enough. I honestly feel that I am commiting a crime against myself by allowing this torture to continue. I don't know.
In my own stupidity I thought that I, someone who yearns for non-existence, would somehow fix myself by means of obtaining employment.
Now I just have another reason to kill myself. I am incompetent and unskilled and not a good fit for this position.
I gave in to Pro Life propaganda. I believed in it, yet it seems to me that any progress I made just caused me more pain and suffering. I tried. Life isn't for me. I failed in many spheres of endeavors, despite my best efforts. I am just not enough. I honestly feel that I am commiting a crime against myself by allowing this torture to continue. I don't know.