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v3mp0ir

v3mp0ir

1foot.in.thegrave
Nov 17, 2025
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I don't know what to do with myself anymore. I want to just end it now, it really feels like no one will care. I have no family, my current bf is so fucking mean to me it hurts. It just makes me want to go faster
 
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DeathWish3301

DeathWish3301

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May 15, 2024
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I don't know what to do with myself anymore. I want to just end it now, it really feels like no one will care. I have no family, my current bf is so fucking mean to me it hurts. It just makes me want to go faster

I have no family either. Absolutely none. They're all alive, they just don't care. I know how shitty it feels. I'm sorry you have to share the experience.

In regards to you not being happy with your partner, are you unable to leave?
 
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v3mp0ir

v3mp0ir

1foot.in.thegrave
Nov 17, 2025
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I have no family either. Absolutely none. They're all alive, they just don't care. I know how shitty it feels. I'm sorry you have to share the experience.

In regards to you not being happy with your partner, are you unable to leave?
Physically kind of have no where to go, like quite literally lost majority of my family to death. So yeah I kind of just feel stuck here. Idk if that, makes sense my grammar isn't the best
 
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DeathWish3301

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May 15, 2024
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Physically kind of have no where to go, like quite literally lost majority of my family to death. So yeah I kind of just feel stuck here. Idk if that, makes sense my grammar isn't the best

Is it possible for you to save up money over the long term and get a place of your own?
 
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DeathWish3301

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May 15, 2024
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To be honest I'm on social assist and he always owes money and then asks me to help him pay it back :/

I don't know where you're located. But if you're on social assistance, I'd reach out to them and see if you can apply for waitlists for low income housing so you can be independent. Or look for roommates if it won't affect your assistance.

If it's abusive situation where you don't feel physically safe and/or you're being hurt, then you need to contact your local law enforcement and allow them to help you.

I'm not sure what else to offer in terms of advice, I'm sorry.
 

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