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Leisesyn

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Mar 31, 2023
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Today is the day I realized that life is a trap. At early years of your life, it provides you fun, engagement, dreams and wonders to explore. Or basically it keeps you entertained. As years go by, that factors little by little goes away and there goes the responsibilities and stresses in life. You would not even notice it because you are still engaged to the things that makes you happy. Until you reached to the point that you are tired and want to rest forever, BUT YOU CAN'T because there are these chains that keeps you from resting and these are your family, love ones, friends or responsibilities. For me, I only have 3 persons who are keeping me from resting and I hate it. Tbh, the 2 are my parents and I know for the fact that it is unfair for them to make birth for me which I dont remember actually wishing to be alive. And the 3rd one is my lover. I love her because of her personality and the way she understands me even with my suicide thoughts. I just dont have enough strength to leave her. Maybe if I have the right method, maybe I can decide better.
 
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Hypomania go brrr
Apr 5, 2023
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Makes me thing of Kellogg's quote in fallout 4

"The thing about happiness is that you only know you had it when it's gone. I mean, you may think to yourself that you're happy. But you don't really believe it. You focus on the petty bullshit, or the next job, or whatever. It's only looking back by comparison with what comes after that you really understand, that's what happiness felt like."
 
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bigdog

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Jul 12, 2020
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Yeah definitely if you aren't lucky enough life can be compared to being trapped
 
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Feb 28, 2023
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You're right that life is a trap, and we are tied to superficial obligations that originated only in life. It does love to taunt us day after day and promises us false hopes and delusions, much the same as the delusions that motivate pro-lifers. But of course, the people who accept the illogical ideas that life is beautiful will suffer themselves. The horrors of life don't discrimate. I hope you can find peace from your forced suffering.
 
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FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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To me, life really is something so futile and unnecessary that only leads to humans suffering all for the sake of it, it's certainly a curse having the ability to exist in this world, I really do view it as being preferable to never exist at all. But it's true that life is a trap because we were forced here so unfairly in the first place all because of other people's selfish decision to procreate and it's certainly not straightforward leaving this world. I really do believe that humans deserve the option to pass away peacefully without struggle.
 
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