Snake of Eden
“Ye shall be as gods..🍎 🐍”
- Jun 22, 2021
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Really sick of life, anhedonia and lack of things that are interesting or pleasurable. Anyone can relate?
I am a man-child and no i dont have anything. Not even close to.I hate hearing about how boring it is tbh. I always get the impression the persons young and has everything
mind if I ask you how you feel about life in that aspect?I hate hearing about how boring it is tbh. I always get the impression the persons young and has everything
I'm in the same position. Its taken my cognitive abilities, memory and sense of humour too. I thrived on learning, loved gaming, was an artist and lived happily. Now I'm stuck on the sofa. Can't sleep, eat or even play video games which I was once so fond of. It's broken my heart. I spent about a year mourning myself. I'm not sure if that's passed but I know that I'm forgetting who I was and I'm scared to look through my stuff as a reminder incase I desensitise myself to it and create new memories overwriting them. If I'm going to get better I need those memories to relink me to the past. If I'm not going to get better I need those memories as fuel to remind me of just how much I've lost and overcome SI when the time is right. So yeah, I feel your pain!Due to an injury I haven't been able to do any of the activities I would normally do for nearly a year.
I'm normally fine with boring, but not constant and extreme anxiety, hopelessness and physical pain.
I'm in the same position. Its taken my cognitive abilities, memory and sense of humour too. I thrived on learning, loved gaming, was an artist and lived happily. Now I'm stuck on the sofa. Can't sleep, eat or even play video games which I was once so fond of. It's broken my heart.
I spent about a year mourning myself. I'm not sure if that's passed but I know that I'm forgetting who I was and I'm scared to look through my stuff as a reminder incase I desensitise myself to it and create new memories overwriting them. If I'm going to get better I need those memories to relink me to the past. If I'm not going to get better I need those memories as fuel to remind me of just how much I've lost and overcome SI when the time is right. So yeah, I feel your pain!
I carried a couple of bags of groceries up the staira earlier. Someone dropped them by for me. I felt like my heart was going to give in. It was poinding like crazy. I was doing shopping for the sheilding people in my neighbourhood a year ago and all on foot. Can't believe how fast your health can decline.