Squiddy
Here Lies My Hopes And Dreams
- Sep 4, 2019
- 5,903
Tonight was probably my least productive night stocking. We were supposed to get done 2 pallets and I was only able to do barely one. I was too trapped in my head and dissociating to do a good job that I did a few nights ago
My mom is stressing me out because she wants me out of her house in a few days and I still haven't really found a place. I really don't want to room with a stranger as I don't feel comfortable and the friends I did ask to move in with me I don't think are serious.
I tried telling my mom that it's extremely difficult finding a place to stay and she told me that it isn't her problem :(
Life is becoming a bit too painful. Everyday is hell. All I enjoy at this point is getting high and sleeping. I really don't want to do this anymore. I'm so glad I have my method so if I do become homeless, I can end things quickly.
My mom is stressing me out because she wants me out of her house in a few days and I still haven't really found a place. I really don't want to room with a stranger as I don't feel comfortable and the friends I did ask to move in with me I don't think are serious.
I tried telling my mom that it's extremely difficult finding a place to stay and she told me that it isn't her problem :(
Life is becoming a bit too painful. Everyday is hell. All I enjoy at this point is getting high and sleeping. I really don't want to do this anymore. I'm so glad I have my method so if I do become homeless, I can end things quickly.