key word, *younger*.
@Lookingforabus essentially summed it up.
multiple threads have also been made about this over the past year. maybe you'll find answers and reassurances through reading them.
https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/oxycodone-od.589/
https://sanctioned-suicide.net/thre...oxycodone-does-er-make-this-a-bad-idea.14473/
https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/suicide-with-opoids.3366/
https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/opioid-alcohol-benzo-overdose.4995/#post-171465
https://sanctioned-suicide.net/thre...ing-to-od-on-prescriptions.18129/#post-342121
https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/good-bye.4873/
https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/why-did-you-fail.10358/page-2#post-192110