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itsmeagain

itsmeagain

The Risen (The Fallen)
Jan 28, 2020
364
I'm in fight or flight mode every hour of every day. My brain would smoke if it could. My soul is so tight, my personality so jumbled from what it once was…. I don't know who I am anymore
 
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cemeteryismyhome

cemeteryismyhome

Warlock
Mar 15, 2025
721
I used to be like that. Now I'm a pile of ashes. I hope you find peace somehow.
 
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FishRain3469

FishRain3469

Specialist
Mar 12, 2025
330
I feel you on all the above... Thankfully I'm not in a fight or flight Atm... But it can change at the drop of a fckn hat sadly, I get it.

May your days be Better and Brighter; If even just a little. Try and take care of yourself if possible. ♥ . Amen.
 
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divinemistress36

divinemistress36

Angelic
Jan 1, 2024
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Im sorry OP Im in fight or flight mode all the time . Its awful
 
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Douggy82

Experienced
Nov 4, 2024
226
I got out of fight or flight mode and a bunch of deep state goons beat me back down. It's like some alert went off on their computers that my life was going too well. They literally sent goons to steal all my money.

The forces of evil don't want you to die, but they don't want you to prosper. They want you stuck in misery for their satanic master.
 
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itsmeagain

itsmeagain

The Risen (The Fallen)
Jan 28, 2020
364
I got out of fight or flight mode and a bunch of deep state goons beat me back down. It's like some alert went off on their computers that my life was going too well. They literally sent goons to steal all my money.

The forces of evil don't want you to die, but they don't want you to prosper. They want you stuck in misery for their satanic master.
This sounds like my life. Things never go bad enough to ruin me, but always go just bad enough to ruin anything good. I'm beat down within an inch of my life and then a small miracle is only THEN allowed to occur. It's like being waterboarded.
 
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itsmeagain

itsmeagain

The Risen (The Fallen)
Jan 28, 2020
364
Im sorry OP Im in fight or flight mode all the time . Its awful
I feel like I'm always in the edge of a crisis. I wish you an exit from the emotional turmoil
 
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darksouls

darksouls

Paragon
May 10, 2025
924
hope you find the peace you deserve ❤️‍🩹
 
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