Leaving on Impulse

[manta]

Hey,
I'm considering going tonight or at least trying to. Last few days have just been not great and I think this would be a good time to CTB. I can't afford my antidepressants and I'm completely out of money. It's been 3 days and I'm withdrawing from them lol. Just argued with mom over the phone and I just feel like a fucking failure today. My family would be sad but I think it would be better this way then being a weight on them forever. I have SN stat protocol ready to go. Is leaving on a hunch like this bad? I feel like it's now or never tbh.

 

[FuneralCry]

After all only you know what you should do, it's a personal decision but anyway I wish you the best.

 

[trist]

it's up to you. if you're not 100% sure, you could consider living through the night at least. i hope you find peace, whatever option you choose.

 

[Humanoid]

I would love to say that everything will be alright and that life will become fun and whatnot, but frankly, I do not know whether it will. Leaving is ofcourse your own decision, but it's probably wise to think it over a bit, seeing as, after CTB you can never go back. I hope you make a well considered decision that is right for you and that you will not come to regret. I think there is a lot of fun to be found in live if you can push through the bits that really f-ing suck, but you need to consider what life can offer you and whether that is right for you.

 

[mypersonalhell]

That's a decision only you can make. But be careful with hasty decisions, if you fail you might end up in even worse conditions then you are right now. Think it through carefully.

 

[locked*n*loaded]

No matter what you do, just don't end up worse off than you are now. Things can ALWAYS be worse.