leaving forum (for personal reasons)

[irie]

to preface this, i don't have any issues with the forum itself or the people on it, you guys are amazing and i'm glad i got to talk with you! i suffer from some pretty extreme paranoia that makes it difficult to exist in most (if not all) online spaces, and the fear is getting to me here as well, i really don't want anyone i know finding me here. additionally, i really don't want to burden more people when i inevitably ctb-- i want as few ties to people as possible when the time finally comes so few ever remember it. i don't know when it'll happen, honestly (i planned on doing it this month, but turns out i'm not going to be able to for a while and i'm disappointed), but regardless, i want to thank you all for making this a safe space to express things i could have never expressed to anyone else on this earth, i truly appreciate it :).

i'm going to self ban now, so i won't get to see any of your responses right away, but i'll likely lurk around in the future (and who knows-- i might decide to return if i'm still around)

 

[FuneralCry]

Farewell and best wishes.

 

[アホペンギン]

Farewell, I'm glad we could make you feel welcome during your stay here. I hope you'll someday manage to heal and you won't need to feel as if you have to return to this forum. I send you my best regards.

 

[SVEN]

Go well, Irie, you have been welcome being here, you will be welcome returning should you do so in the future.
Every good wish with your life choices, whatever they may be.