im planning to kill myself sometime within the next 2-3ish years, ive realised my life will be shit by that point and would be too hard to turn around. i am extremely shit at interacting with people, have barely any friends, i am really unattractive and am absolutely retarded. my life is going to be extremely shit if i live past 2-3 years. ive been considering suicide by train for the longest, it is my current prefered method.
i would rather not traumatise the driver + all the people on the train but it seems to be the most likely to kill me/easiest/quickest/cheapest way for me to CTB right now.
i live in australia, specifically perth, and i cannot think of easy, cheap, fast/not painful ways to kill myself. a gun would be hard to get my hands on and possibly expensive, SN seems impossible to get in australia and if i was able to get it would be very expensive.
i really dont want to fail hanging myself or something, plus it seems very painful and i dont know if id be able to do it.
suicide by train seems to be the best option for me, but please tell me if there are other ways i could ctb in perth/australia that wouldnt traumatise random strangers. i do not want my best/last moments on earth to be the worst moments for someone who doesnt even know me.
i would rather not traumatise the driver + all the people on the train but it seems to be the most likely to kill me/easiest/quickest/cheapest way for me to CTB right now.
i live in australia, specifically perth, and i cannot think of easy, cheap, fast/not painful ways to kill myself. a gun would be hard to get my hands on and possibly expensive, SN seems impossible to get in australia and if i was able to get it would be very expensive.
i really dont want to fail hanging myself or something, plus it seems very painful and i dont know if id be able to do it.
suicide by train seems to be the best option for me, but please tell me if there are other ways i could ctb in perth/australia that wouldnt traumatise random strangers. i do not want my best/last moments on earth to be the worst moments for someone who doesnt even know me.
