Concorde
Member
- Nov 19, 2025
- 55
Team SN here.
I don't remember the last time I cried (happy tears, new puppy-type situation tears) and laughed at the same time but my fucking anti-vomiting medication arrived today. Fuck you all (not you of SaSu, but everyone else). I'm in control of what's left of this life.
It is a fucking joy.
I also received more of what I suspect is pure enough SN (testing equipment arrives tomorrow). I have enough to catch the bus with either (or both) of the folks close to me who I suspect may wish to come but who still have no idea that finding the tools to do it in a civilized manner is hard in the US in 2025, but not impossible.
There is this monster of a former politician who just found out he has stage 4 pancreatic cancer and that he's "gonna die . . . it's a death sentence. But I already had a death sentence before last week too — we all do".
I don't remember the last time I cried (happy tears, new puppy-type situation tears) and laughed at the same time but my fucking anti-vomiting medication arrived today. Fuck you all (not you of SaSu, but everyone else). I'm in control of what's left of this life.
It is a fucking joy.
I also received more of what I suspect is pure enough SN (testing equipment arrives tomorrow). I have enough to catch the bus with either (or both) of the folks close to me who I suspect may wish to come but who still have no idea that finding the tools to do it in a civilized manner is hard in the US in 2025, but not impossible.
There is this monster of a former politician who just found out he has stage 4 pancreatic cancer and that he's "gonna die . . . it's a death sentence. But I already had a death sentence before last week too — we all do".
for you. Must be a relief to know you have your life in your own hands now and what you want to do with it going forward. 
