Last week- what would you do?

[Alcal]

Hi everyone,

After what seems like an eternity, I've given myself a date and have around a week left. My plan for the week is to go out, eat as much delicious food as possible, watch movies and read books. Sorry if this question has been asked a million times (I can only see threads relating to the last day) but what would you do during your final week? How would you make it as enjoyable as possible and make it happy? Sending calm and positive vibes to you all and hope you all have a great day.

Thanks in advance,

Alcal :)

 

[lasagneass]

Hi!
I think I would go out more, take care for myself and play with my dog all day - it's my little baby anyway. I want to feel happy when I finally die, like I did something nice beforehand.
I felt you completely on that food part.

Hope you find peace,
Sending good vibes back to you!

 

[Marcos]

Every person has different tastes and wishes. Make a list of the things that you would like to do and establish a plan to do it.

 

[MsMaudlin]

I would tidy the house and try and organise it a bit.
Wash my hair and do my nails.
Tidy things up online, delete my Ebay account.
Make sure the cats have plenty of food at home.

 

[marcusuk63]

House work
I`ve already binned 90% of my clothes , bedding , towels etc
binned all my old tech , tvs, video, dvd , hi fis cameras, phones , games consoles etc
binned all my books magazines , photos and paperwork.
given my 4 foot fish tank away .

So on my last week i would throw other things out , box up my xbox 1x ( if i still have it as i have it for sale )and 4k tv etc
bin the few clothes i have left
and leave a note with my account numbers and passwords on for utilities etc

My car is up for sale too so hopefully that will sell soon if not i'll sign the logbook so it's easier for my brother to sell .

Why bother you might ask ?

Well apart from being mild ocd and always being organised my older brother who i was very close to died suddenly last year
and my younger brother and i had to sort everything out
My older brother was only close to me so my 20 year younger brother didnt really know him and was just binning stuff to get his house empty quicker wich pissed me off a bit .
He has a solicitor friend and she sorted all the legal side out and it is a red tape nightmare .

This of course that is if my plan doesn't come into fruition , which is sell my car , buy a camper and then sell my house , even if it means selling it to one of those cowboy places who buy in 7 days for a greatly reduced price .

The i will travel till the money has gone and accidently die of carbon monoxide poisoning in my van .

House work
I`ve already binned 90% of my clothes , bedding , towels etc
binned all my old tech , tvs, video, dvd , hi fis cameras, phones , games consoles etc
binned all my books magazines , photos and paperwork.
given my 4 foot fish tank away .

So on my last week i would throw other things out , box up my xbox 1x ( if i still have it as i have it for sale )and 4k tv etc
bin the few clothes i have left
and leave a note with my account numbers and passwords on for utilities etc

My car is up for sale too so hopefully that will sell soon if not i'll sign the logbook so it's easier for my brother to sell .

Why bother you might ask ?

Well apart from being mild ocd and always being organised my older brother who i was very close to died suddenly last year
and my younger brother and i had to sort everything out
My older brother was only close to me so my 20 year younger brother didnt really know him and was just binning stuff to get his house empty quicker wich pissed me off a bit .
He has a solicitor friend and she sorted all the legal side out and it is a red tape nightmare .

This of course that is if my plan doesn't come into fruition , which is sell my car , buy a camper and then sell my house , even if it means selling it to one of those cowboy places who buy in 7 days for a greatly reduced price .

The i will travel till the money has gone and accidently die of carbon monoxide poisoning in my van .

I might add that i was the only family member who knew where my brother lived and i had to break in and find his body , he had lost a lot of weight in a week and had a chest infection but had to wait 2 weeks for a doctor's appointment , he never made it !! when he didnt answer the phone i know i was going to find him dead , i then had to go and tell my mum and dad who are both very fit and healthy but in their 80`s and it just happened to be the anniversary week my twin died
,it was the hardest thing i have ever had to do and the 1st time i`ve seen my dad cry ...

This is why i'm hanging on till without sounding evil my mum and dad have gone but its a struggle and hopefully my nomad lifestyle i'm planning will give me time

 

[kiki666]

Cocaine and whores haha, just kidding, possibly a great trip to all the places I would like to go.

 

[beatlegirl]

Alcal, it sounds like you've got a lovely last week planned.

I'd spend my last week with my family, clearing up misunderstandings with old friends, giving away clothes & furniture. Feed some pigeons and go to places I've never been before.

I'll leave no stone unturned. I wouldn't say there's much to apologize for or seek redemption for but I'd like to not let anyone feel guilty for what I decided to do to myself.

x

 

[Azzy69]

I would stock up on food for my animals and buy my dogs a few chew toys so they have something left of me. Knowing my luck, whoever takes them in will throw them away.

 

[anonymous anomaly]

I know this is probably a bad idea, but I'd spend it with my friends and family, like enjoying my last times with them and kind of 'properly' say goodbye. I'd also spend a lot of time in nature and go on a lot of walks with dogs, so they have a special last week with me. I'd definitely tidy up my place, but I'd most likely do that two weeks before, so I don't have to clean or do any housework in my last week. I'm not sure where I'd CTB, but it'd either be at home or in nature, where I'd watch the sun go down for the last time.

 

[charlottewilts]

it's my last week and i honestly have no idea. there isn't really anything i'd like to do. i think i'll just go to work, pop pills and drink myself to sleep as per usual.

 

[Innereye]

I would try DMT if I could get it within the time. Try to prepare myself properly for death

 

[Throwmyselfaway]

So something fun and this sounds dumb but try to get laid. I haven't had sex in a long time.