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- Jul 17, 2024
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I have everything I need. Metoclopramide, ibuprofen and SN. My plan is really simple, since I'm too weak and don't have source for other medications.
As my another surgery soon and I'm already tired enough, want to use SN ASAP. I don't have set date, but I have time until Sunday.
Sounds irresponsible, I know. But it's easier for me psychologically.
I decided not to test my SN, cause the source is reliable enough. If I will try to get distilled water and make a mess with testing, family will understand everything. They keep an eye on me since I'm over suicidal.
Please, help me with next questions:
1)According to instruction to metoclopramide I need not more than 15 mg a day. I don't want to suffer from overdosing additionally to SN effect. Is it ok if I will take only 30 mg 1 hour before SN?
2) I have weak stomach, so vomiting is likely for me, but I can't fast more than 6 hours. Is it enough time?
3) My physical condition is really bad, my weight is 30 kg and my blood pressure is really low every time. I'm going to use 20 g of SN in 80 ml of water. Probably it'll reduce the risk to throw everything up. Your advices?
4) I have 100 g of SN, the rest I'm going to throw out in a sink, cause in case of failure I can't hide and store it. Is it safe for my family? Stupid question, but isn't it toxic if sun will inhale it?![Shy :shy: :shy:](data:image/gif;base64,R0lGODlhAQABAIAAAAAAAP///yH5BAEAAAAALAAAAAABAAEAAAIBRAA7)
5) Can I dissolve SN at least 1 hour beforehand?
P.S. I'm going to prepare 1 glass (I'm sure I won't be able to bring myself drink second).
Any advices are highly welcome!
As my another surgery soon and I'm already tired enough, want to use SN ASAP. I don't have set date, but I have time until Sunday.
Sounds irresponsible, I know. But it's easier for me psychologically.
I decided not to test my SN, cause the source is reliable enough. If I will try to get distilled water and make a mess with testing, family will understand everything. They keep an eye on me since I'm over suicidal.
Please, help me with next questions:
1)According to instruction to metoclopramide I need not more than 15 mg a day. I don't want to suffer from overdosing additionally to SN effect. Is it ok if I will take only 30 mg 1 hour before SN?
2) I have weak stomach, so vomiting is likely for me, but I can't fast more than 6 hours. Is it enough time?
3) My physical condition is really bad, my weight is 30 kg and my blood pressure is really low every time. I'm going to use 20 g of SN in 80 ml of water. Probably it'll reduce the risk to throw everything up. Your advices?
4) I have 100 g of SN, the rest I'm going to throw out in a sink, cause in case of failure I can't hide and store it. Is it safe for my family? Stupid question, but isn't it toxic if sun will inhale it?
5) Can I dissolve SN at least 1 hour beforehand?
P.S. I'm going to prepare 1 glass (I'm sure I won't be able to bring myself drink second).
Any advices are highly welcome!