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OopsIdidntwanttodie

OopsIdidntwanttodie

Ctb by the 20th of December
Oct 11, 2020
137
I waited all this time and nothing has changed. I have my Sn ready and I will take it with nothing but pain killers and milk of magnesia. I have none of the other recommended medicines in stans guide so I won't be taking anything else. I will also be fasting for three days.

I know that it doesn't have to be this way and that I could always wait more, but I spent a long time thinking and this is what is best for me. I can't live with all that has happened to me, and I can't live for others anymore.

I know I said I wouldn't make a goodbye thread. I was hoping I wouldn't have to in hopes things would turn around, but nothing did. I have come to terms with everything and accepted that I won't be here anymore.

Mods can ban me after the 20th of December. Thanks all
:heart:

here is a link to my note i posted on here:
https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/heres-my-letter-its-kinda-long-tho.55925/
 
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drnhng

drnhng

please
Sep 29, 2020
34
i'm so sorry for what has happened to you and why it had to end up this way. I hope things turn out different and you will be at peace wherever you end up, and i hope you have a safe flight <3.
 
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Elementalist
Nov 11, 2020
885
Damn, I'll miss seeing you around. I wish you the best. Also may I ask why three days, I feel like that'd make you more likely to throw up the SN.
 
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Myforevercharlie

Myforevercharlie

Illuminated
Feb 13, 2020
3,234
I'm so sorry you feel like this is the only way. This one is for you, let it's light guide you to love and peace.

MFC
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botanormal

botanormal

Mage
Nov 9, 2020
550
It sounds like you're at peace with your decision, so I want to wish you a safe journey. Hopefully your final few days here will be comfortable, and you'll be able to relax a little bit, knowing everything is in place and ready to go. I'm very sorry it has come to this for you, if you're still online over the next few days, and ever need somebody to talk to, don't hesitate to message me. Good luck with everything, and I hope you're able to find some peace. :heart:
 
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Pookie

Pookie

Somebody you used to know.
Oct 18, 2020
1,051
Sounds like you've made up your mind and I'm so sorry that it has come to this. Rest easy.
 
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justanotherstar

justanotherstar

Life: you can’t fire me, I quit.
Nov 23, 2020
345
I'm sorry it's come to this but I'm glad you don't have to endure the pain and suffering anymore. I hope you find the peace you're looking for ❤️ We are here until it's your time to go. Travel well my friend
 
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WornOutLife

マット
Mar 22, 2020
7,163
I'm sorry to hear you're leaving.
Wish you the best and hope you can find peace!

Hugs!!
 
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OopsIdidntwanttodie

OopsIdidntwanttodie

Ctb by the 20th of December
Oct 11, 2020
137
Damn, I'll miss seeing you around. I wish you the best. Also may I ask why three days, I feel like that'd make you more likely to throw up the SN.
I will have two other cups ready. My digestion has been slow recently and I wanna make sure my system is at least somewhat empty :)
 
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Nymph

Nymph

he/him
Jul 15, 2020
2,564
I hope you find peace:heart:
 
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NegativeSymptoms

NegativeSymptoms

trying to recover
Sep 4, 2019
156
Good luck and I hope you find peace. ✨
 
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x~Sophia~x

x~Sophia~x

Always give 100% - unless you’re donating blood.
Sep 10, 2020
1,360
Goodness, 3 days fasting sounds like pure torture. Surely there must be some other way? :(
 
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Ghost2211

Archangel
Jan 20, 2020
6,015
I hope your journey is peaceful.
 
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NodusTollens

NodusTollens

Nov 17, 2020
989
I waited all this time and nothing has changed. I have my Sn ready and I will take it with nothing but pain killers and milk of magnesia. I have none of the other recommended medicines in stans guide so I won't be taking anything else. I will also be fasting for three days.

I know that it doesn't have to be this way and that I could always wait more, but I spent a long time thinking and this is what is best for me. I can't live with all that has happened to me, and I can't live for others anymore.

I know I said I wouldn't make a goodbye thread. I was hoping I wouldn't have to in hopes things would turn around, but nothing did. I have come to terms with everything and accepted that I won't be here anymore.

Mods can ban me after the 20th of December. Thanks all
:heart:

here is a link to my note i posted on here:
https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/heres-my-letter-its-kinda-long-tho.55925/
Sorry you had to endure so much pain, I wish you peace on your journey.

Safe Travels.

—hugs—
 
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justsad&done

Visionary
Nov 11, 2020
2,804
I will be thinking of you and hoping things go smoothly so that you can be at peace.
 
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Aggymara

Member
Dec 8, 2020
15
I waited all this time and nothing has changed. I have my Sn ready and I will take it with nothing but pain killers and milk of magnesia. I have none of the other recommended medicines in stans guide so I won't be taking anything else. I will also be fasting for three days.

I know that it doesn't have to be this way and that I could always wait more, but I spent a long time thinking and this is what is best for me. I can't live with all that has happened to me, and I can't live for others anymore.

I know I said I wouldn't make a goodbye thread. I was hoping I wouldn't have to in hopes things would turn around, but nothing did. I have come to terms with everything and accepted that I won't be here anymore.

Mods can ban me after the 20th of December. Thanks all
:heart:

here is a link to my note i posted on here:
https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/heres-my-letter-its-kinda-long-tho.55925/
I'm sorry I didn't see this sooner. I'm sorry you've been in so much pain. May you have a safe and peaceful journey. You have all of our love and support ❤
 
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Donk

Donk

Useless since day 1
Jan 3, 2020
1,128
sorry life has brought you to this. I wish you a peaceful journey.
 
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death137

death137

miserable
Jun 25, 2020
1,166
I'm sorry op I wish you peace
 
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Brackenshire

Arcanist
Feb 23, 2020
467
A calm heart and a peaceful journey friend if you decide to stay welcome home
 
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Hopeindeath!

Warlock
Dec 7, 2019
799
I just want you to know that you mattered in life. :hug:
 
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