Venting Last post ( probably)

[meltskelt]

Someone said I should post on here before starting the SN method, well, I tought about doing this only tomorrow as it takes up to 40min for the effect to start, but I want to give people time to comment and say something if they want to.
I just had my last meal after a 23 hours fast and will stay without food until tomorrow at 2 am ( the time I plan on doing it) - Dying before the sun rises is better I guess? Less chances of me giving up, even if they are still at home... They will be sleeping and SN is a silent method. Yesterday I did talk to a friend about suicide and how I intended to die tomorrow, and how scary part of me felt... But even when she tried to convince me to not do it, I couldn't care that much.
I'm sorry everyone. Let's hope the after death is better, or just a amount of nothing. The void.

If I don't die for some reason, I'll post again and probably cry a lot. How long does SN last after its opened? - I have a " date" on friday with a nice dude, but depression is killig me and I really hope I die instead of going to see him.

Thxs for everything- May you all find peace.​

 

[sadalways]

I'm wishing you the best, may you find your peace if your mind is set on it. Sending you hugs Also something to note, if you vomit, the method may not be so silent.

 

[meltskelt]

I'm wishing you the best, may you find your peace if your mind is set on it. Sending you hugs Also something to note, if you vomit, the method may not be so silent.

yeah... I just saw the other post about it, do you think I should delay the attempt until I'm all alone??? More because I dont know how much Ill be in control of myself to vomit in silence

 

[sadalways]

yeah... I just saw the other post about it, do you think I should delay the attempt until I'm all alone???

Well, that's really up to you, but for myself i will wait until i am home alone, because in my house the walls are thin and everything can be heard easily.

 

[JesiBel]

I hope you can find peace and serenity. May everything go well as you planned, good luck and hugs for you. Safe travels.

 

[DarkestSoul]

Hope that everything goes well for you.
And if not the peace; may you be in the nothingness where one can feel nothing and hence no pain or sorrow can follow you in after life.
And that my friend would be peace for you i can only hope.

 

[SVEN]

Every good wish on your journey, whatever you decide and however things work out.

 

[FuneralCry]

I wish you the best in what you decide.

 

[Pon]

Glad to see you here, friend!
Rest easy, I hope that you find peace no matter what ends up happening.

 

[living4others]

Hope you find peace!

 

[MercenariesofMidgar]

Rest well, my friend.